Plan B

Not the restaurant chain owned by upcoming Market named Ben's General Store. Disclaimer, a future is not something planned, its written, by the Almighty.

Some of us, like me, we have a little problem with taking orders, authority or psychologist would call Oppositional Defiant Disorder. We have been wired, been brought up forced to obey, pushed of the cliff to fly, you get me. Let me quote; Hoping for the best, but expecting the worst.

So lets break it down, the one who pushed you, their intentions are good, a mother, a lover, a soulmate, they would always want the best their brighter ones. They expect the worst because the world, a tortures place for those weaker souls, ready to be picked by multi million dollar companies, used as bait, slaves to the corporate puppet. So, conclusion is that maybe wanting the best is better than having nothing.

Definition of happiness, doing what ever it is that makes you happy even when its nothing, simple as that, but in the long run, the profit cows would not be coming in so repeatedly. In fact, you only have a chance in hell if they at all. Truth be told, life is something that is written, not by you, but the Almighty, and there is always a challenge to get the gold on the end of the rainbow, a catch. Like me, Oppositional Defiant Disorder, I sure do not show it, but I always dream of revolution, a chance to overthrow a perfectly corrupted system. Why? Because I do not like the fact that I have to bribe my way into the chairs of commerce.

So brick by boring brick, I find my satisfaction.

Funny thing, Baby Boo said, "you need a plan, like remember when you wanted to get to know me. You got my number, then slowly you got to know me".

Floating beats in between chapters of the heart is one thing only the soul could dissolve into answers to the biggest question I have ever asked. But like any super hero, he needs his Kriptonite to tell the origins of his belonging.

One step closer, baby steps, or giant leaps, a step backwards, its still a step forward, because like life, it always goes forward. The fine line between insanity and happiness, tested by the steering wheel, playing with the flow of others in their metal shells. Insane because you rely on others reaction, even if there isn't one. Happy because the joy of leaning left in a hard ride, merely side ways. Border between sanity, fought constantly, sought after carefully.

Sincerely.

Holiday.

Ever wondered what the great holiday would be like, its the people you share it with

quote Lucky13

A holiday is a day of designated as having special significance, meaning, its a day to enjoy, relax and let the sun soak into your soul.

People would say that a good holiday would be travel the world in style and luxury, but I think the definition of a holiday has been corrupted by the media, its not the holiday to France or America and watch Broadway. I'm not saying that I would not enjoy the pleasure of sipping coffee with a croissant whilst facing the Eiffel Tower, and to top things of, a street musician playing his raw and un-tuned definition of classical music, yes, that holiday would be really classy.

I am saying is that for what its worth, I would pay any amount just to spend a day with my girlfriend, Ezza Melina, just to sip a nice warm cup of Green Tea Latte', enjoying the view and better yet, having the breeze from the clouds on a warm afternoon, yes that doesn't sound a like a holiday to many, but its a holiday, an escape, for me.

On the weekends, I was invited to join my Baby Girl's family for dinner at a certain hotel and I am delighted to report that its not the location, cause its in Kuala Lumpur, its not the atmosphere, cause the service was terrible, it was simply the company of people, Uncle Mustaffa, Auntie Suzainah, Hanna, Eimaan, Tasha, and Ezza. It was nothing short of a spectacular weekend, and I would not mind doing one more time.

Even though, I did not roam the hotel finding unknown facilities, find an adventure, spending time with you're family my dearest, was the best adventure I could have. Most people would be nervous spending lunch with their half's family, I was flying through on a cloud, I felt comfort and accepted, something I don't feel a lot and thank you Babycakes, thank you for everything, you are nothing short of amazing!

When we see a crow, flying with the pigeons, you start wondering. Why does the pride of lions accept this hyena of a person. It only starts with a drizzle for anyone to know rain is coming, it started with a drizzle, and Munchkin, you are that drizzle, that led the shower of acceptance, the flooding love, the overwhelming joy you bring me, the smile on my face, all thanks to you!

Sincerely

Lucky13.

Miss Independent

The months come and go, love is what makes it work, our love.

quote Lucky13

My life, well it has the worse track record known to man if you open the love the section. Some say that if love comes fast, it will go out the window even faster. In my recent years, I can't deny that fact, until now.

Yes, law of Newton says that what goes up, come down, due to gravity, fully agree. But has Sir Isaac ever consider putting the love factor into his formula? I am sure that a man with his knowledge has obviously been led on by love, not necessarily from a wife or lover, maybe his mother.

My love for you, Ezza Melina, the touch of your finger tips gently rolling down cheeks, it defies gravity, the love that came from you was a sudden burst of adrenaline, and yet, I am still getting sweaty palms of nervous-ness, I still get the butterflies when you hold me, I still get the school-boy-crush-feeling every time I see you.

Let me ask my readers, how do I count my blessing, simple, now I am more sincere, happier, I even wake up with a smile, EVERYDAY, do thy know why? Four alphabets, L-O-V-E, the novel of peace, the rhythm of the oldies, the plan for global alliance. Ezza, your love for me, is simply making my world, our world, a better place, every second of every minute of every hour of every day, of every month.

So how would I count my blessings, I am thankful to God for making this relationship possible, defying the laws of physics at the same time, I am thankful to myself for making this work, for wanting to make it work, for wanting the best for both of us.

How do I sustain this relationship, I will continue my course of simply loving my girlfriend till it hurts, and let fate decide what's best for us. But I know our love, conquers all, fate will set a course for us, and it will be the course of us, holding hands even when we're 100 years old, and counting.

I love you, Sayang, Shayang, Pwincess, Baby Girl, Babycakes, Munchkin, I love you, Ezza Melina!!

Sincerely

WrittenInTheStars

Veratis.

Laughter, rejoices everything.

quote Lucky13

How do we win a war, waged on ourselves? Ask yourself that question and in reality, we have to admit defeat. Never let the great ego get the best of you, even in a inevitable situation, admit your losses, come home in one piece. Even when you realise that you forgot what you were thinking or fighting for, know that someone will constantly there for you.

We always defy our natural logic but that's because we set the standards and we are blind. We may not know the very limit that will break us, but if you wake up one day and decide to do something utterly defying, one thing you might notice is that you do not know you're own limit. Pushing an object to its very limit will slowly wear it and the limiter goes lower, so be cautious.

Every morning, every day, I wake up, wanting to know my very limit. And what better way then to test love, but like I said, be cautious, for it the results might shock you. If you can not handle the truth bestowed upon you, then this trial by fire should not be on you're list of things to do before you die.

This love is constantly tested, sometimes I can not even handle it myself, because the truth is so profound and sometimes vulgar but it pays off to know that at the end of the drama, you still have someone you can solely depend on. I can safely say, everyday, I can depend on my other half, she has understood my point of view, and have come to the limit of understanding my every way. For example; Why do I do a certain activity, she knows what I am capable of, and I can not thank her enough for being so remarkable.

The minute I wake up, and yes Babycakes, this is about you Ezza Melina, the first thunder that strikes my skies is you, I grab of my phone and I have not and will not fail to do that over the coming years. As I speak, you are studying and I am more than happy that I can be here for you. When skies are grey and the sun goes down, I will stand firmly awaiting you. When the sun is up and we both complain about the heat, where in fact it cause of you're hot-ness, I will stand firmly by you. Even when the sky is the limit, I will definitely stand firmly, with you awaiting the outcome.

Simple fact of the matter is that, I love you so deeply and so unconditionally, my love for you,has kept on growing ever since the day I truly first learnt how to love.

I love you, my one and only, Babycakes, Ezza Melina!

Sincerely

Umar Hakim.

Compound Matter

Sacrifice, nothing better to show the sincerity.

quote Lucky13

How would I start something, it sturs the subconscious and it is projected to the conscious mind like an expensive projector. We needs steps, precaution if you may call it, to do anything in this life, even the most random circumstantial event would derive from the random thought deep in the human subconscious.

If for example, a moment time was able to be frozen, what would you sacrifice for that one single chance to be diverted, then time would probably alter itself and adapt to the most comprehensible and most practical manner possible. Through every human beings eyes, they see a side of a story, they have and are entitled to their point of view, so technically, we are living in a multi-conscious timeline. Exactly like Face-tube, imagine a single home page, God's view, and The-Almighty sees what everyone is thinking, and when The-Almighty clicks on a page of the user, he sees the history and timeline.

So the big question still remains, what, if possible, would you change in the course of you're whole life time, be warned, if for example, you are X years of age, you wouldn't have the chance to steal those lost years to grasp and relive it. The saying goes; Do not procrastinate, because if you enjoy it today, you can do it again tomorrow. Does not seem relevant at time but some how, the saying is the most appropriate and applicable one.

Getting back to the question, if you are for example X years of age, altering the parallel timeline, would mean that you cutting and editing you're existence, not something you would do if you are only given one chance, because if it goes bad fast, there is no way to undo it.

Life as we know it, is not a digital revolution, its only called that cause we have technological aids like a computer or a phone to help us, but the human body is analog and the way we look at things maybe different but similar. Confusing, let me help you to understand it better, our point of view or mentality is different from one another, but our eyes, we do not have a heads-up display like you get from a Corvette ZR1, it does not list down the options available. Unless if you're the Terminator, which if you think you are, then you're probably 10 years old.

So begs the question, how do we change time and if so, would that change our point of view indirectly?

Sincerely

Lucky13

Babycakes.

How you make me feel, perfect.

quote Lucky13

Many years have passed, many times I have the sudden realisation that I am a small element in an equation of irregular proportions. Why do I think of this, you can't help but think of something as absurd as thing, we are what we eat, and what we think.

Lets look at this from an equation's point of view. If for example, we all are an element in a equation with limitless possibilities, what kind of element are we, and yes, how many more elements are there. For example, we sit at the mamak, countless amounts of possibilities, we are influenced by other equations there for creating a simultaneous equation. With the right conditions, we can spread our wings, and simply fly.

What if, there are two elements in one equation, then what were to happen if these two elements simply collided every time, energy or amount of force will generally power any element regardless.

Sayang you are the other element to my life equation, I know its a big leap but with you, I can spread my wings, and simply fly.

Sincerely

Tadwinks

Cloudy.

Reasons we can't explain, things happen accordingly, not through cumulatively.

quote Lucky13

Take a step back, now recap, what were you thinking about, and listen to it. Slowly you will realise that you have thought of tons of facts. We use only 5% of our full potential, what we are passionate about, is possible 1% of the brains interest field. Imagine a world of possibilities when you unlock the next level 10% at least. Things beyond you're boundaries would be in grasp and then maybe we could be more busier than discussing the latest scandal between a politician and a hooker.

I will criticise and self criticise, I might not be the brightest or the most vigilant, but if my friend was a politician, and he had a sex tape, he only wants to be the next Kim Kardashian. So what the media should do, is just give him a television show or maybe a Face-tube page or possibly a twit-book for him to inform everyone of his latest scandal. Consider the television series, it would put many nations on the map.

Is it human nature to intrude into other peoples life. Let me give you an example, an accident were to happen on Tun Razak and there would be massive jam for as long as 2km reaching Semantan. Imagine, the amount of brain power being use and processed trying to figure out why there is a stand still or bumper to bumper crawl. And imagine, how much more the brain is being used when you see what actually happens, comments will fly. We are definitely united by intruding into other peoples business.