I'm gonna try my best lara. Its showing changes and i'm confident that i can do it. Just need to learn how to get when i fall by myself. This life is hard, i'm sure with the write motivation i can do it :)
On the other hand exams started today and it was so so. Tmw is acc and math. Dammit its gonna such a Bitchy day. Some how i can feel it 0.0
Till next time, poodles
20090421
20090419
I cant study 0.0
You noe that feeling of stress where you cant handle cause everything around just suddenly stopped. Yeah thats but for exams and other reasons.
So now i'm reading the only book i have in my room to past time. Veronika decides to die 0.0 wow a perfect topic to write for my english essay that coming up on tuesday.
Btw i can live with us being normal frens cause its not the end of the world and i've learned a lot eventho its been only a week. But still, its a long time. So i'm gonna take life as it is and get serious or at least live with it :p
So now i'm reading the only book i have in my room to past time. Veronika decides to die 0.0 wow a perfect topic to write for my english essay that coming up on tuesday.
Btw i can live with us being normal frens cause its not the end of the world and i've learned a lot eventho its been only a week. But still, its a long time. So i'm gonna take life as it is and get serious or at least live with it :p
20090418
Life!
I am currently in the process of stopping cigarettes, studying for Intervensi II, turning my whole life into a normal laid back person and i think im in love :$
Its a good thing by the way cause she's the reason im changing my life :) Who know who you are. And im more than greatful. So who ever reads this, hope for the best. Modern. Minds. and. Pastimes ;
Its a good thing by the way cause she's the reason im changing my life :) Who know who you are. And im more than greatful. So who ever reads this, hope for the best. Modern. Minds. and. Pastimes ;
20090409
Smell that? :)
Apple of my eye,
maybe your in disguise,
but lets hope its worth the wait,
cause i wanna wake up to a reason every morning :)
Today was normal, nothing new except that i didnt go to chem cause i was so bored/tired/etc. :)
Tuition was normal, except i came early -.- no i wasn't high or bored but tong wanted to go early so yeah :D
At night was normal until i finished chapter 5 of chem form 4 :)
If i can make it there, i can make it anywhere
maybe your in disguise,
but lets hope its worth the wait,
cause i wanna wake up to a reason every morning :)
Today was normal, nothing new except that i didnt go to chem cause i was so bored/tired/etc. :)
Tuition was normal, except i came early -.- no i wasn't high or bored but tong wanted to go early so yeah :D
At night was normal until i finished chapter 5 of chem form 4 :)
If i can make it there, i can make it anywhere
20090408
Gotcha :)
I just found out that lara has a direct link to my blog and im suppose to be unknown -.-
wow good job lara for telling everyone bout my private blog. So now im gonna put password and only with invitation that people that wont tell and follows my blog will get to read :p
So fuck the people that may concern :p
wow good job lara for telling everyone bout my private blog. So now im gonna put password and only with invitation that people that wont tell and follows my blog will get to read :p
So fuck the people that may concern :p
20090407
Langkawiiii !!
Hmmmm, where should i start?? OKOK, ummm my mum told me that i was maybe going to langkwai at 1st of april :)
Day One,
It started late friday night; early saturday morning around 3.30am. My mum, uncle, and me left the house to go to kuala kedah which was freaking far -.- I slept most of the way and the next thing i knew was that i was in kedah :) We went to my mum's friends house to park her car but little did i know, my mum was gonna join me a bit later. So my uncle and i went to the jetty first and i tell you it was the worst boat ever. It smelt like fuel and smoke. Bad combo i know but its the small things that make everything an experience :)Once i got off the boat i went to Kfc, yes i know go all the way from Kl and all i eat is Kfc; stupid but nice :) Let me tell you something about duty free places, the things that kill you faster(rokok and minuman keras) are fucking to the max cheap. But it was a budget trip so we spent little at the jetty. One the thing i remember the most was that when my uncle went to claim his rental car, i snook around and bought a carton of Davidoff cigarates :) I hide them in my bad and went on with the trip. As i was circling the island, my uncle asked me wheter i took drugs, i admitted and it was like my cleared the biggest debt. He let me smoke with conditions that i don't tell my mum :) It was cool of him to do that, so we stop at Cenang Beach where its better than port dickson and Penang but not like redang. The sand, wind, water and the feeling of freedom. I saw a poster saying para gliding(your hooked up to a parachute and a boat pulls you till you floating in the air, yes i like these types of things) When i was up there, i saw the ocean and the size of it as far as the eye can see. I was shouting and spitting trying to hit people below but there was to much wind, obviously when you 10 stories high kan :p I landed on the beach cause i knew that i can't swim so yeah. After that, we went to check in the hotel and that was around 5pm. I straight away went swimming cause i smelt like sea water and sweat. I also went to the steam room to sweat out and just chill. At around 6.30 i went to jetty point to pick mummy :) We went to pantai cenang again to show her how beautiful it was. Since were late to do anymore water activities we just decided to get dinner and head back to the hotel. I fell asleep watching some stupid story on cinemax called boogeyman 2 -.-
Day Two,
We had an early start at around 9.30 where i ate breakfast at the hotel and then we went to the nearby town next to my hotel, i looked at phones thinking that its gonna be at a very low price. But they just had chinese branded phones that sucked to the max. The first place we went on our tour de'Langkawi was the cable car. I tried shaking the car but it didn't work :( When i was on top of that mountain, i felt so alive and just wanted to stay there but that was cut short due to weather 0.0 It was freaking hot. I went to a suspension bridge thinking and hoping there was bunjee jumping but there wasn't :( It would be cool to jump and just scream my heart out. After that we went down the cable car where a couple from Austria joined our car and my mum and uncle talked while i was busy enjoying the view from the car. We went to eat laksa at a nearby shop where the food and atmosphere clearly sucked assss. So we left early and head to Pantai Cenang where my plans are to kayak to an unknown island and pick up sea shells. My mum was scared of the ocean water. So my uncle and i went along, first we kayaked against the current which took us about 30 minutes. I tell you la from personal experience, workout before thinking of taking a physical challenge. We went to an island where the water was clear like windows and fishes going about and beautiful coral was all over the sea floor. I took 2 and put them in my kayak. We went with the current, i said to my uncle that we had to go at a certain angle cause if we go straight, we might overshoot our goal to reach back to same place we departured. Its called vectors, learn it. When we reached back to the island it was a goal and mission accomplished. We went and came back just in time before one of the heaviest storms ever hit langkawi since that tsunami a few years back. I wanted to go para gliding again but i had to wait for my turn. I saw a person going up, i was also ease dropping on the locals nearby. Since were near a beach, the wind was frightfully dangerous and the person that was para gliding go stuck in the air 10 stories high and dragging the boat along, if the boat tried pulling person, it will create stress towards the rope holding the person to the boat and snap and send the person flying away. Im really sure the person had more than wat he paid for. It was scary enough that if i didn't kayak to the island with my uncle, or we decided to patah balik, i would be the victim. I saw a speed boat and jet ski going towards the boat that was being dragged to the middle of the sea. Cibai, i saw the person falling so fast, it took only 10 seconds to go down a 10 stories. Imagine how hard the person hit the water, dah la he'll be scared for life, if i was him i would cry cause the ocean is so deep and i can barely float on water 0.0 SHIT! We went back to the hotel with minor sun burn and filled with emotions running high. I wanted to go shopping for goods :) My mum said, we eat, bath, rest, pray, then only we'll go. So i did everything of the above. Went to street house and bought a nice CULT wallet which im proud of :) a pair of pants, bob marley shirt and few others. I went back to the hotel and went to the steam room to take a rest and just relax :) I straight away jumo into bed and slept comfortably.
Day Three,
We didnt have breakfast at the hotel cause we didnt wanna waste precious shopping time so we just had a small snack nearby and jet off the Beras Terbakar. The history behind it was that the siam invaders came to attack langkawi cause of their natural plantation which was at that time, padi/beras, if they got it, they would make langkawi part of siam. So the locals decided to burn every single grain of rice and the siam just vanished. My uncle also said something abt makam mahsuri, that when she died, she cursed langkawi. The curse was that langkawi wont be developed for 7 generations according to royal family of langkawi. Rite after the 7th generation past away a few years back during the Dr. Mahathir era. The fine prime minister took langkawi under his arm and he saw that this would be a great place for a vacation spot. His vision rite now, stands at only a mere 20%, its not touched its potential yet. I know it can do more great and exciting things :) but enough of the history lesson and back to my era of shopping. We went to Beras Terbakar and found out that goods there was out of this world cheap. I bought about 3 shirts from there. I went back to the hotel to check out and went to the jetty :'( Im gonna miss this place of freedom, relaxation, cleanliness. But we all can have wat we want rite? By the way, find out wats caspia and let me know cause i saw really good flip flops made by them but i got no size :( When i got to the jetty, I managed to buy another carton of the finest Davidoff :) Its either im gonna smoke it or smoke it. If i sell also, only a few boxes and depends on my mood :)
I will upload pictures of my trip when i get the chance but for now, i gotta study a bit of history :)
POODLES
Day One,
It started late friday night; early saturday morning around 3.30am. My mum, uncle, and me left the house to go to kuala kedah which was freaking far -.- I slept most of the way and the next thing i knew was that i was in kedah :) We went to my mum's friends house to park her car but little did i know, my mum was gonna join me a bit later. So my uncle and i went to the jetty first and i tell you it was the worst boat ever. It smelt like fuel and smoke. Bad combo i know but its the small things that make everything an experience :)Once i got off the boat i went to Kfc, yes i know go all the way from Kl and all i eat is Kfc; stupid but nice :) Let me tell you something about duty free places, the things that kill you faster(rokok and minuman keras) are fucking to the max cheap. But it was a budget trip so we spent little at the jetty. One the thing i remember the most was that when my uncle went to claim his rental car, i snook around and bought a carton of Davidoff cigarates :) I hide them in my bad and went on with the trip. As i was circling the island, my uncle asked me wheter i took drugs, i admitted and it was like my cleared the biggest debt. He let me smoke with conditions that i don't tell my mum :) It was cool of him to do that, so we stop at Cenang Beach where its better than port dickson and Penang but not like redang. The sand, wind, water and the feeling of freedom. I saw a poster saying para gliding(your hooked up to a parachute and a boat pulls you till you floating in the air, yes i like these types of things) When i was up there, i saw the ocean and the size of it as far as the eye can see. I was shouting and spitting trying to hit people below but there was to much wind, obviously when you 10 stories high kan :p I landed on the beach cause i knew that i can't swim so yeah. After that, we went to check in the hotel and that was around 5pm. I straight away went swimming cause i smelt like sea water and sweat. I also went to the steam room to sweat out and just chill. At around 6.30 i went to jetty point to pick mummy :) We went to pantai cenang again to show her how beautiful it was. Since were late to do anymore water activities we just decided to get dinner and head back to the hotel. I fell asleep watching some stupid story on cinemax called boogeyman 2 -.-
Day Two,
We had an early start at around 9.30 where i ate breakfast at the hotel and then we went to the nearby town next to my hotel, i looked at phones thinking that its gonna be at a very low price. But they just had chinese branded phones that sucked to the max. The first place we went on our tour de'Langkawi was the cable car. I tried shaking the car but it didn't work :( When i was on top of that mountain, i felt so alive and just wanted to stay there but that was cut short due to weather 0.0 It was freaking hot. I went to a suspension bridge thinking and hoping there was bunjee jumping but there wasn't :( It would be cool to jump and just scream my heart out. After that we went down the cable car where a couple from Austria joined our car and my mum and uncle talked while i was busy enjoying the view from the car. We went to eat laksa at a nearby shop where the food and atmosphere clearly sucked assss. So we left early and head to Pantai Cenang where my plans are to kayak to an unknown island and pick up sea shells. My mum was scared of the ocean water. So my uncle and i went along, first we kayaked against the current which took us about 30 minutes. I tell you la from personal experience, workout before thinking of taking a physical challenge. We went to an island where the water was clear like windows and fishes going about and beautiful coral was all over the sea floor. I took 2 and put them in my kayak. We went with the current, i said to my uncle that we had to go at a certain angle cause if we go straight, we might overshoot our goal to reach back to same place we departured. Its called vectors, learn it. When we reached back to the island it was a goal and mission accomplished. We went and came back just in time before one of the heaviest storms ever hit langkawi since that tsunami a few years back. I wanted to go para gliding again but i had to wait for my turn. I saw a person going up, i was also ease dropping on the locals nearby. Since were near a beach, the wind was frightfully dangerous and the person that was para gliding go stuck in the air 10 stories high and dragging the boat along, if the boat tried pulling person, it will create stress towards the rope holding the person to the boat and snap and send the person flying away. Im really sure the person had more than wat he paid for. It was scary enough that if i didn't kayak to the island with my uncle, or we decided to patah balik, i would be the victim. I saw a speed boat and jet ski going towards the boat that was being dragged to the middle of the sea. Cibai, i saw the person falling so fast, it took only 10 seconds to go down a 10 stories. Imagine how hard the person hit the water, dah la he'll be scared for life, if i was him i would cry cause the ocean is so deep and i can barely float on water 0.0 SHIT! We went back to the hotel with minor sun burn and filled with emotions running high. I wanted to go shopping for goods :) My mum said, we eat, bath, rest, pray, then only we'll go. So i did everything of the above. Went to street house and bought a nice CULT wallet which im proud of :) a pair of pants, bob marley shirt and few others. I went back to the hotel and went to the steam room to take a rest and just relax :) I straight away jumo into bed and slept comfortably.
Day Three,
We didnt have breakfast at the hotel cause we didnt wanna waste precious shopping time so we just had a small snack nearby and jet off the Beras Terbakar. The history behind it was that the siam invaders came to attack langkawi cause of their natural plantation which was at that time, padi/beras, if they got it, they would make langkawi part of siam. So the locals decided to burn every single grain of rice and the siam just vanished. My uncle also said something abt makam mahsuri, that when she died, she cursed langkawi. The curse was that langkawi wont be developed for 7 generations according to royal family of langkawi. Rite after the 7th generation past away a few years back during the Dr. Mahathir era. The fine prime minister took langkawi under his arm and he saw that this would be a great place for a vacation spot. His vision rite now, stands at only a mere 20%, its not touched its potential yet. I know it can do more great and exciting things :) but enough of the history lesson and back to my era of shopping. We went to Beras Terbakar and found out that goods there was out of this world cheap. I bought about 3 shirts from there. I went back to the hotel to check out and went to the jetty :'( Im gonna miss this place of freedom, relaxation, cleanliness. But we all can have wat we want rite? By the way, find out wats caspia and let me know cause i saw really good flip flops made by them but i got no size :( When i got to the jetty, I managed to buy another carton of the finest Davidoff :) Its either im gonna smoke it or smoke it. If i sell also, only a few boxes and depends on my mood :)
I will upload pictures of my trip when i get the chance but for now, i gotta study a bit of history :)
POODLES
20090404
Its duty free :)
I'm going langkawi in a few hours and i cant wait to just relax and get away from this world.
I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
Gonna visit the cable car and possibly stir up some trouble by shaking it so if theres and incident there, thats probably me :) So don worry, i think no one would possibly die :p
Gonna take pictures of the sunrise and sunset if i get the chance which i will cause im gonna explore that island like an american going thru iraq finding for osama -.- lame :)
Its duty freeeeeee !!!! Buut no money :'(
I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
Gonna visit the cable car and possibly stir up some trouble by shaking it so if theres and incident there, thats probably me :) So don worry, i think no one would possibly die :p
Gonna take pictures of the sunrise and sunset if i get the chance which i will cause im gonna explore that island like an american going thru iraq finding for osama -.- lame :)
Its duty freeeeeee !!!! Buut no money :'(
20090403
Lifeless :)
Here i am with you,
So close i can feel your warmth,
Just like the night with no wind.
At the lemon chicken rice and just wondering wat to do 0.0 should i smoke or just Lepak for a moment? Agak boring dowh. Its 1.39 and prayers is a long way to go. Damn i miss her. I dunno who but i'll find out one day :)
So close i can feel your warmth,
Just like the night with no wind.
At the lemon chicken rice and just wondering wat to do 0.0 should i smoke or just Lepak for a moment? Agak boring dowh. Its 1.39 and prayers is a long way to go. Damn i miss her. I dunno who but i'll find out one day :)
20090402
Fight!
Today i woke as normal as any day except i was early for skool :s Yes its a shock to me cause i rarely come before the first bell. So i went to line and sat down cause we had to read books and nothing special happened. Second period was something, i never remember my schedule so i just masuk class hoping teacher wont scold me. Today was all abt settling my gambling debts. I settled almost all and now i can think of wat to buy in langkawi. Owh thats rite, im going langkawi this weekend for a little r n r. Its duty free so don ask me wat im gonna do there :) Anyways, after recess, a form 2 boy came to my class and called his fren (i cant say names incase teachers stalk my blog, yes stupid i noe ) He said that his fren has a problem with this rempit guy and that he doesnt like it. Me being a busy body wanted to noe so i ask then they all talked in chinese which was annoying cause i don understand anything from it. Then around chem time which was close to the end of skool, i skipped :p too lazy, was gambling and winning. Then i went and saw the situation, nothing was gonna happen until after skool. We all waited for that crucial moment when the bell rang and everyone would storm out.
I waited outside of skool thinking how the fuck am i gonna get to skool O.0 nvm. I wanted to go hartamas after everything was over. But first i had to teman Iman to the bus stop. I went there and came back, the most unimaginable thing happened, my chinese frens came running towards their frens car and people started saying that the rempit had a rambo knife and helmet and baseball bat :o I was like wtf? So i went to the scene and no rempits were there, i asked around and they said that they all chow home. And then a scary thing also happened, the chinese guy that had the problem with the rempit kena wack with helmet on his head and the helmet broke, you noe the amount of force taken to break a helmet in an accident? Thats scary ok. Shortly i went back to Joe, the guy who sells drinks opposite my skool, with my fren lighting a stick in the car. hahahhaha. Masalah sial. Then the police came. That was scary, this fight was the biggest this year. Then my fren was called as a suspect, later he was change to a witness la cause he had nothing to do with the guy kena wack. Then the police went into the skool followed by another squad car :o Wow. I went to the office wanting to noe the situation and then got bored so i went to canteen, the guy that kena helmet was buying a drink then i saw the mark that shocked me :s It was like a C shape above his eye brow and followed with a line. Its very deep and the sides were like fucked up.
I asked him "dude let me see that scar, Fucking doggy style(exact words -.-), thats gonna leave a mark. So he went back to the office walking like a drunken guy(not that i noe but yeah :p) I went to go see cheerleading which my skool sucks at. They picked fat ugly chicks and not hot ones like from sri aman :( So i was just there sitting and trying to flirt with some of them. I had no heart to flirt with a fat chick(sorry to be rude but its true :p) Andrea met up with me cause her basketball practice was cut short due to the weather, we sat around and commented that they should have picked hotter chicks :p It was mean but fun but mean but still fun :) Until something hit me, where is john? I called iryan and asked him where he was then he said at home, bastard ball rash. I had to walk to tuition :( On my way out of skool from the open hall, i saw a group of multi cultural boys gathering and looking at one direction. I asked and they were pointing to a boy escorted by police to a police squad car :o Interesting, i only see that in movies :p Then we went to Andrea's car and she sent me half way to my tuition area which was pretty close :) Met up with Tong and smoked near petronas. He fell of his bike :s Unlucky :p
We went in tuition, nothing eventful happened so i cant remember much, in fact i cant remember a lot from today :'( nvm :) Bad memory must come from the family or just me :p I went back home, ate dinner, watch tv till 8 and then went into my room and read iryan/lydiya's blog. Iryan got bank robbed in his house? Wow, criminals these days. I'm surprised their so desperate. Then i bath, smoked and now im blogging and later gonna study. Yes, chemistry in fact :)
Today was eventful with the fight but thats just skool, if theres nothing interesting then this blog would just be a few paragraph's and boring. Thank you fight for making my blog interesting :p Till next time, POODLES :)
I waited outside of skool thinking how the fuck am i gonna get to skool O.0 nvm. I wanted to go hartamas after everything was over. But first i had to teman Iman to the bus stop. I went there and came back, the most unimaginable thing happened, my chinese frens came running towards their frens car and people started saying that the rempit had a rambo knife and helmet and baseball bat :o I was like wtf? So i went to the scene and no rempits were there, i asked around and they said that they all chow home. And then a scary thing also happened, the chinese guy that had the problem with the rempit kena wack with helmet on his head and the helmet broke, you noe the amount of force taken to break a helmet in an accident? Thats scary ok. Shortly i went back to Joe, the guy who sells drinks opposite my skool, with my fren lighting a stick in the car. hahahhaha. Masalah sial. Then the police came. That was scary, this fight was the biggest this year. Then my fren was called as a suspect, later he was change to a witness la cause he had nothing to do with the guy kena wack. Then the police went into the skool followed by another squad car :o Wow. I went to the office wanting to noe the situation and then got bored so i went to canteen, the guy that kena helmet was buying a drink then i saw the mark that shocked me :s It was like a C shape above his eye brow and followed with a line. Its very deep and the sides were like fucked up.
I asked him "dude let me see that scar, Fucking doggy style(exact words -.-), thats gonna leave a mark. So he went back to the office walking like a drunken guy(not that i noe but yeah :p) I went to go see cheerleading which my skool sucks at. They picked fat ugly chicks and not hot ones like from sri aman :( So i was just there sitting and trying to flirt with some of them. I had no heart to flirt with a fat chick(sorry to be rude but its true :p) Andrea met up with me cause her basketball practice was cut short due to the weather, we sat around and commented that they should have picked hotter chicks :p It was mean but fun but mean but still fun :) Until something hit me, where is john? I called iryan and asked him where he was then he said at home, bastard ball rash. I had to walk to tuition :( On my way out of skool from the open hall, i saw a group of multi cultural boys gathering and looking at one direction. I asked and they were pointing to a boy escorted by police to a police squad car :o Interesting, i only see that in movies :p Then we went to Andrea's car and she sent me half way to my tuition area which was pretty close :) Met up with Tong and smoked near petronas. He fell of his bike :s Unlucky :p
We went in tuition, nothing eventful happened so i cant remember much, in fact i cant remember a lot from today :'( nvm :) Bad memory must come from the family or just me :p I went back home, ate dinner, watch tv till 8 and then went into my room and read iryan/lydiya's blog. Iryan got bank robbed in his house? Wow, criminals these days. I'm surprised their so desperate. Then i bath, smoked and now im blogging and later gonna study. Yes, chemistry in fact :)
Today was eventful with the fight but thats just skool, if theres nothing interesting then this blog would just be a few paragraph's and boring. Thank you fight for making my blog interesting :p Till next time, POODLES :)
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