Plan B

Not the restaurant chain owned by upcoming Market named Ben's General Store. Disclaimer, a future is not something planned, its written, by the Almighty.

Some of us, like me, we have a little problem with taking orders, authority or psychologist would call Oppositional Defiant Disorder. We have been wired, been brought up forced to obey, pushed of the cliff to fly, you get me. Let me quote; Hoping for the best, but expecting the worst.

So lets break it down, the one who pushed you, their intentions are good, a mother, a lover, a soulmate, they would always want the best their brighter ones. They expect the worst because the world, a tortures place for those weaker souls, ready to be picked by multi million dollar companies, used as bait, slaves to the corporate puppet. So, conclusion is that maybe wanting the best is better than having nothing.

Definition of happiness, doing what ever it is that makes you happy even when its nothing, simple as that, but in the long run, the profit cows would not be coming in so repeatedly. In fact, you only have a chance in hell if they at all. Truth be told, life is something that is written, not by you, but the Almighty, and there is always a challenge to get the gold on the end of the rainbow, a catch. Like me, Oppositional Defiant Disorder, I sure do not show it, but I always dream of revolution, a chance to overthrow a perfectly corrupted system. Why? Because I do not like the fact that I have to bribe my way into the chairs of commerce.

So brick by boring brick, I find my satisfaction.

Funny thing, Baby Boo said, "you need a plan, like remember when you wanted to get to know me. You got my number, then slowly you got to know me".

Floating beats in between chapters of the heart is one thing only the soul could dissolve into answers to the biggest question I have ever asked. But like any super hero, he needs his Kriptonite to tell the origins of his belonging.

One step closer, baby steps, or giant leaps, a step backwards, its still a step forward, because like life, it always goes forward. The fine line between insanity and happiness, tested by the steering wheel, playing with the flow of others in their metal shells. Insane because you rely on others reaction, even if there isn't one. Happy because the joy of leaning left in a hard ride, merely side ways. Border between sanity, fought constantly, sought after carefully.

Sincerely.

Holiday.

Ever wondered what the great holiday would be like, its the people you share it with

quote Lucky13

A holiday is a day of designated as having special significance, meaning, its a day to enjoy, relax and let the sun soak into your soul.

People would say that a good holiday would be travel the world in style and luxury, but I think the definition of a holiday has been corrupted by the media, its not the holiday to France or America and watch Broadway. I'm not saying that I would not enjoy the pleasure of sipping coffee with a croissant whilst facing the Eiffel Tower, and to top things of, a street musician playing his raw and un-tuned definition of classical music, yes, that holiday would be really classy.

I am saying is that for what its worth, I would pay any amount just to spend a day with my girlfriend, Ezza Melina, just to sip a nice warm cup of Green Tea Latte', enjoying the view and better yet, having the breeze from the clouds on a warm afternoon, yes that doesn't sound a like a holiday to many, but its a holiday, an escape, for me.

On the weekends, I was invited to join my Baby Girl's family for dinner at a certain hotel and I am delighted to report that its not the location, cause its in Kuala Lumpur, its not the atmosphere, cause the service was terrible, it was simply the company of people, Uncle Mustaffa, Auntie Suzainah, Hanna, Eimaan, Tasha, and Ezza. It was nothing short of a spectacular weekend, and I would not mind doing one more time.

Even though, I did not roam the hotel finding unknown facilities, find an adventure, spending time with you're family my dearest, was the best adventure I could have. Most people would be nervous spending lunch with their half's family, I was flying through on a cloud, I felt comfort and accepted, something I don't feel a lot and thank you Babycakes, thank you for everything, you are nothing short of amazing!

When we see a crow, flying with the pigeons, you start wondering. Why does the pride of lions accept this hyena of a person. It only starts with a drizzle for anyone to know rain is coming, it started with a drizzle, and Munchkin, you are that drizzle, that led the shower of acceptance, the flooding love, the overwhelming joy you bring me, the smile on my face, all thanks to you!

Sincerely

Lucky13.

Miss Independent

The months come and go, love is what makes it work, our love.

quote Lucky13

My life, well it has the worse track record known to man if you open the love the section. Some say that if love comes fast, it will go out the window even faster. In my recent years, I can't deny that fact, until now.

Yes, law of Newton says that what goes up, come down, due to gravity, fully agree. But has Sir Isaac ever consider putting the love factor into his formula? I am sure that a man with his knowledge has obviously been led on by love, not necessarily from a wife or lover, maybe his mother.

My love for you, Ezza Melina, the touch of your finger tips gently rolling down cheeks, it defies gravity, the love that came from you was a sudden burst of adrenaline, and yet, I am still getting sweaty palms of nervous-ness, I still get the butterflies when you hold me, I still get the school-boy-crush-feeling every time I see you.

Let me ask my readers, how do I count my blessing, simple, now I am more sincere, happier, I even wake up with a smile, EVERYDAY, do thy know why? Four alphabets, L-O-V-E, the novel of peace, the rhythm of the oldies, the plan for global alliance. Ezza, your love for me, is simply making my world, our world, a better place, every second of every minute of every hour of every day, of every month.

So how would I count my blessings, I am thankful to God for making this relationship possible, defying the laws of physics at the same time, I am thankful to myself for making this work, for wanting to make it work, for wanting the best for both of us.

How do I sustain this relationship, I will continue my course of simply loving my girlfriend till it hurts, and let fate decide what's best for us. But I know our love, conquers all, fate will set a course for us, and it will be the course of us, holding hands even when we're 100 years old, and counting.

I love you, Sayang, Shayang, Pwincess, Baby Girl, Babycakes, Munchkin, I love you, Ezza Melina!!

Sincerely

WrittenInTheStars

Veratis.

Laughter, rejoices everything.

quote Lucky13

How do we win a war, waged on ourselves? Ask yourself that question and in reality, we have to admit defeat. Never let the great ego get the best of you, even in a inevitable situation, admit your losses, come home in one piece. Even when you realise that you forgot what you were thinking or fighting for, know that someone will constantly there for you.

We always defy our natural logic but that's because we set the standards and we are blind. We may not know the very limit that will break us, but if you wake up one day and decide to do something utterly defying, one thing you might notice is that you do not know you're own limit. Pushing an object to its very limit will slowly wear it and the limiter goes lower, so be cautious.

Every morning, every day, I wake up, wanting to know my very limit. And what better way then to test love, but like I said, be cautious, for it the results might shock you. If you can not handle the truth bestowed upon you, then this trial by fire should not be on you're list of things to do before you die.

This love is constantly tested, sometimes I can not even handle it myself, because the truth is so profound and sometimes vulgar but it pays off to know that at the end of the drama, you still have someone you can solely depend on. I can safely say, everyday, I can depend on my other half, she has understood my point of view, and have come to the limit of understanding my every way. For example; Why do I do a certain activity, she knows what I am capable of, and I can not thank her enough for being so remarkable.

The minute I wake up, and yes Babycakes, this is about you Ezza Melina, the first thunder that strikes my skies is you, I grab of my phone and I have not and will not fail to do that over the coming years. As I speak, you are studying and I am more than happy that I can be here for you. When skies are grey and the sun goes down, I will stand firmly awaiting you. When the sun is up and we both complain about the heat, where in fact it cause of you're hot-ness, I will stand firmly by you. Even when the sky is the limit, I will definitely stand firmly, with you awaiting the outcome.

Simple fact of the matter is that, I love you so deeply and so unconditionally, my love for you,has kept on growing ever since the day I truly first learnt how to love.

I love you, my one and only, Babycakes, Ezza Melina!

Sincerely

Umar Hakim.

Compound Matter

Sacrifice, nothing better to show the sincerity.

quote Lucky13

How would I start something, it sturs the subconscious and it is projected to the conscious mind like an expensive projector. We needs steps, precaution if you may call it, to do anything in this life, even the most random circumstantial event would derive from the random thought deep in the human subconscious.

If for example, a moment time was able to be frozen, what would you sacrifice for that one single chance to be diverted, then time would probably alter itself and adapt to the most comprehensible and most practical manner possible. Through every human beings eyes, they see a side of a story, they have and are entitled to their point of view, so technically, we are living in a multi-conscious timeline. Exactly like Face-tube, imagine a single home page, God's view, and The-Almighty sees what everyone is thinking, and when The-Almighty clicks on a page of the user, he sees the history and timeline.

So the big question still remains, what, if possible, would you change in the course of you're whole life time, be warned, if for example, you are X years of age, you wouldn't have the chance to steal those lost years to grasp and relive it. The saying goes; Do not procrastinate, because if you enjoy it today, you can do it again tomorrow. Does not seem relevant at time but some how, the saying is the most appropriate and applicable one.

Getting back to the question, if you are for example X years of age, altering the parallel timeline, would mean that you cutting and editing you're existence, not something you would do if you are only given one chance, because if it goes bad fast, there is no way to undo it.

Life as we know it, is not a digital revolution, its only called that cause we have technological aids like a computer or a phone to help us, but the human body is analog and the way we look at things maybe different but similar. Confusing, let me help you to understand it better, our point of view or mentality is different from one another, but our eyes, we do not have a heads-up display like you get from a Corvette ZR1, it does not list down the options available. Unless if you're the Terminator, which if you think you are, then you're probably 10 years old.

So begs the question, how do we change time and if so, would that change our point of view indirectly?

Sincerely

Lucky13

Babycakes.

How you make me feel, perfect.

quote Lucky13

Many years have passed, many times I have the sudden realisation that I am a small element in an equation of irregular proportions. Why do I think of this, you can't help but think of something as absurd as thing, we are what we eat, and what we think.

Lets look at this from an equation's point of view. If for example, we all are an element in a equation with limitless possibilities, what kind of element are we, and yes, how many more elements are there. For example, we sit at the mamak, countless amounts of possibilities, we are influenced by other equations there for creating a simultaneous equation. With the right conditions, we can spread our wings, and simply fly.

What if, there are two elements in one equation, then what were to happen if these two elements simply collided every time, energy or amount of force will generally power any element regardless.

Sayang you are the other element to my life equation, I know its a big leap but with you, I can spread my wings, and simply fly.

Sincerely

Tadwinks

Cloudy.

Reasons we can't explain, things happen accordingly, not through cumulatively.

quote Lucky13

Take a step back, now recap, what were you thinking about, and listen to it. Slowly you will realise that you have thought of tons of facts. We use only 5% of our full potential, what we are passionate about, is possible 1% of the brains interest field. Imagine a world of possibilities when you unlock the next level 10% at least. Things beyond you're boundaries would be in grasp and then maybe we could be more busier than discussing the latest scandal between a politician and a hooker.

I will criticise and self criticise, I might not be the brightest or the most vigilant, but if my friend was a politician, and he had a sex tape, he only wants to be the next Kim Kardashian. So what the media should do, is just give him a television show or maybe a Face-tube page or possibly a twit-book for him to inform everyone of his latest scandal. Consider the television series, it would put many nations on the map.

Is it human nature to intrude into other peoples life. Let me give you an example, an accident were to happen on Tun Razak and there would be massive jam for as long as 2km reaching Semantan. Imagine, the amount of brain power being use and processed trying to figure out why there is a stand still or bumper to bumper crawl. And imagine, how much more the brain is being used when you see what actually happens, comments will fly. We are definitely united by intruding into other peoples business.

Time

We call out for help, even in silence.

quote Lucky13

Where do I began, simple, let's not start from the top but improvise and start at the end.

We say things, not intended at times, but we speak subconsciously through our random actions. Have you ever wondered why you smile at the smallest things, maybe your subconscious has been craving for that particular action to happen and suddenly you smile, simple act of nature. And by me saying this, I have implanted a thought in your subconscious.

How do you break out of the norm? Break apart the line you solely follow, guided by your role models. What if your role model is a psychopath, then you are directly following a man out the normal. To him, we are the insane ones bound to follow the ropes of society. Possibly, pleading for insanity isn't the right move, but maybe moving towards an inner energy slowly released from claws unforeseen.

We star in the moonlight, wondering whether we are truly happy at times, but you only realise you were truly happy when you are sad. So how do you feel happy when you don't feel it. We are sad due to many unavoidable events happening in our lives, but its a Gods test, because The Almighty only gives what you can handle. Be strong and salvage what is left, even when it seems as if nothing was.

Naturally born intuition, our senses deprived from the regular needs. Elements give way but we stand, the supreme evolution of time has conjured a unrealised potential. This potential could save it all, or simply kill it with innovations across the seas. What I speak of, a complex but yet simple understandable being that feels emotions no matter what action it could be. United to overthrow, or dissembled to shake down, interesting to study and dangerous when pushed.

Love, how can I say this, at times its the beauty of the butterflies in your tummy. Other times, its the smile presented upon your partner, or the bond that holds together when in trouble. Some may lose sight of it, but if its true, some do come back, scared by the battlefield and nurtured by thee other half. No matter how the vision may be seen, it is what I feel, when thinking of you baby-cake-shs. Yes you, Ezza Melina, my love, I write this for you. I feel the need to express my every thought and I simply write what others may call rubbish, but to me, literature.

We open the skies,

To let our dreams in,

Kiss the stars goodnight,

To wish away the gloomy fright.

I open my heart,

To let yours in,

Kissing you goodnight,

Wishing to see you,

At the gates of Dreams.

quote Lucky13

Sincerely,

Love.

E.M.

Dearest Ezza Melina,
Even when you're upset with me, even things seem at its all time low, I can still say that I love you, I will always stand by you're side, rain or shine. I won't run away from my problem, you give me strength and courage to fight for what I stand. And what I stand for is our relationship.

We are not just a couple, we are soul mates, but just not any soul mate, we are in tune with our senses and thought. I feel what you feel, I finish you're sentences when you know what I need. No other soul mate have the special bond we happily share, I'm a blessed. Thank you Allah for making this perfect angel and blessing me with the gift of a second.

I love you so much, I love you so much more, best of all, I love us.

Sincerely,
Babycakes

Shells.

Patience is one thing, but wanting life to wait for you, is another.
Quote Lucky13

We can sit and patient wait for something to fall on our lap, but how will we savour it. With sweat and hard work, we cherish that blessing with open arms.

Gear in the heart moves, like a car, or bike. With power, it will move mountain, create memories, good or bad. How are we going constantly keep this beautiful rhythm flowing? Through the amazing wonders of motivation. Baby girl, Ezza Melina, how you motivate me, to constantly better myself still makes me wonder, am I still on Earth or have I met the angel of my dreams.

Observe closely cause this will hit you fast. Look closer and lean forward into curiosity, read a sentence, read a book, listen to a note, listen to an orchestra, look at art, paint the Mona' Lisa. Use this knowledge to its fullest potential, but be cautious as everything you learn might not be as useful as you might think. Do not fret as things will always happen for a reason. For example, when your in love, you become a poet. I am madly in love with Ezza Melina, and that makes me poet, but only in her beautiful eyes, and frankly, that's all that matter.

Loves conquers all,
Hate consumes all,
Equality of matter is redundant,
But useful at abundance,
Contradicting this may seem,
But through your eyes,
Is you and me,
One word may describe,
First syllable is per,
Ends with fect.
Quote Lucky13

Shout, scream, but gently breathe,
Thoughts be disguised with a dream,
Nothing can seem how it means,
Another motif to this untimely obscene,
Not dangerous at all but scary for all,
Vengeance crime is dismay to me,
And to me, nothing is clearer,
Than the dreams of team Munchwinks,
Kissing the ever-lasting dream,
Into loves reality.
Quote Lucky13

Sincerely,
Tadwinks

Moving Cars

Distance is a number, straight line is a direction, let your heart guide thee.

quote Lucky13

How am I going to describe this?

A memory glance into the days of my misery, a smile appears softly on the surface. Smile you may ask? How amazing emotions would change with someone as remarkable, Ezza Melina, your amazingly remarkable.

Air draws from thy lungs and all is well, all is good, all is perfect. The clouds never seemed brighter, days never seemed better, laughter never felt this good, life never seemed this clear. Have I found the cure to life's delima's? Easier said, I would fight the world for this one, I would give it all for this one, risk it all just to be with this one, Ezza Melina, my life on the line just to hear that sweet voice, calming hug, heart-stopping kiss and life changing personality.

So what's to doubt my love for her? Now without doubt, everything would seem smooth, no? But where would it end if there was no doubt. Faster than you'd expect it to be. A life full of risks is a life treasured, by taking chances crossing lanes, changing planes, chasing sane. For what ever crazy deed is done, good and bad will derive from it, intentional or not. So what's to doubt my love for her? Here and there, speed bumps and hills. Only my intentions will explain everything, and I only want her to be happy, because Ezza Melina deserves it.

How am I going to describe this? Simple, there is light in a every dark room, there is hope in the walls creeping out, just be patience, be risky, test the waters. For you will regret what you have a bite off. My risk putting thy heart was a the best risk I have played and I am thank for my actions. I love you, baby girl.

Kiss the petals of each rose,

Kiss the stars on a sunny day,

Kiss the clouds to come and stay,

Because when your cheeks is mine,

Time freezers and my hearts skips,

Amount of sand in the gravel beneath,

Isn't enough to show my love,

quote Lucky13

Stories and memories,

Linked by one,

Treasured ones to keep with me,

Bitter ones as well,

For when I fall into your arms,

I always stay,

For every tear running down,

You'll be there,

For every problem we face,

Rain or shine, I'm here to stay.

quote Lucky13

Sincerely,

MrMunchki

Birthday.

In so many years of living, I finally started breathing.

quote Lucky13

Some how, days of lives are countable, but no predictable.

I remember waking up that morning, it was a day too good to be true, I was a day I turned 18. You age so fast and some how its hard to capture the memories but with love in your heart and companionship in your soul, how can you forget something so beautiful. Life was being lived to its fullest potential.

I just wish somehow, recording the memories would be easier but how can it not be without someone as remarkable as Ezza Melina. She conjured a plan to gather my close friends and that was the best present ever given. How words would describe something beautiful won't be able to express the surprise on my face. I had the time of my life, something that can't be repeated, a moment too good to be true. All made possible by Ezza Melina.

Any date of birth would be spectacular but some how it won't be as special without the presence of Ezza Melina, my Shayang and frankly that is the best present ever. I want to take this time to properly everyone for making this possible, without you, the celebration would be bitter.

Once a year we celebrated the day,

But day by day we age slowly,

Silently we grow older and wiser,

Some would say we're closer to death,

But i'm not afraid of death no more,

Cause the Grim Reaper would see,

Me dying happily.

quote Lucky13

Take my hand and open your heart,

To a world full of possibilities,

Ingrid Michaelson and Jodi Picoult are few,

Poetry of many level that I love,

You have my heart in your hands,

And I know I would not have to say this,

Because with seconds passing,

I won't have to remind my love,

That I trust you with all my heart and soul,

Because Ezza Melina you are,

The spark that ignites my life,

But I would love saying this over and over,

I love you unconditionally.

quote Lucky13

Sincerely,

BelatedBirthdayBoy.

Sometimes.

One word may seem small, but like a screw that holds a structure in place, it means a lot.

quote Lucky13

What implications by actions means to me, is what water means to the desert, vital.

Sometimes may love be leading you into a path, And only sometimes may love only lead you astray. Don't fret my Sayang, it won't drive us crazy. 0.53 Forever and Always Acoustic - Bullet For My Valentine sings "Each time I go away, The distance gets longer, But it makes us stronger. How I find that and sometimes when I would think, reboot your mind and sometimes listening to what it needs is sometimes better than nothing.

Sometimes bleeding would let the venom evaporate into air, sometimes. Keeping it in, how I wonder that times would change my life. But this isn't something to wonder, why keep it in the first place. I love you Ezza Melina for being there when I need to let the venom out. You know this heart would keep beating even when I have lost all the blood I had. My life support.

Sometimes the darkest areas, sometimes the most emotional, have the brightest light. I needed someone at some time in my life, to ignite the fire in my soul that would forever burn into the blistering cold morning that I call life. Ezza does not have to constantly keep it burning by speaking to me. Her beauty silently speaks and whispers in my ears, how I sometimes wonder how.

Sometimes how a picture would worth a thousand words, those implications can mean millions of conclusions. Because to me, Ezza Melina as my muse, a word like "Sometimes" could mean another thousand words. I thank you Shayang for giving me such inspiration, and as you might through this post, it has mixed meanings but only to decipher this code in a logical manner is too really get into the mind of a happy man. And as you got into the mind, you see that this is just to show how creative a mind becomes with a muse like my girlfriend, Ezza Melina.

Sometimes I would sit and think,

Alone at times when I wonder,

How lucky I am to have,

Such a wonderful companion,

To finally call mine and mean,

Because I won't think of her as,

Some time but Forever and Always.

quote Lucky13

Look deep into the dark pool,

You may see a reflection of something,

A glance of nothing when blinking,

Open your hearts and accept the thought,

That when you think, It helps,

Cause when Ezza is on my mind,

How wonders seem to be nothing but wonderful.

quote Lucky13

Sincerely,

HappyMan.

Foundation

We still learn even if knowledge was obvious

quote Lucky13

What I learn everyday is what I fail to see, it might not be much, but its no small matter.

Its not compromising love; Compromise too means tolerate. We must not tolerate but accept each other for their pros and cons. Its not hard to love their cons, because its what makes them different, no?

Live this life everyday forgiving; I am forgiving, people make mistakes, even me. I am human under this skin, but we can only forgive so many things. And Sayang, what we went through is something that I can't seem to put the blame on you. Its not that I do not want you to feel bad but it is not necessary.

I love even more everyday, beyond infinity. We might have a few bumps, but I do not see them as a obstacle but a chance to grow stronger, create a stronger between our chemistry as I would say. Rainbows and clouds is not the real meaning of a relationship, its resolving cries and sadness. And I am happy to announce that you do it best cause only you, Ezza Melina can do it.

Lightning has struck more than once since were together,

Thunder has shell shocked it self on to my heart beating faster,

Mummy has to understand that acceptance is key to happiness,

Ember plated jewellery is how I would describe those amazing eyes,

Azlan from Narnia has no courage compared to the fire you started in my heart,

Furball can't play coy when coming home to a lovely owner,

The definition of maternal is my Sayang, I love you.

quote Lucky13

We take time to realise that what we have sometimes won't last forever, regardless of how impossible of the logic may be. I know that I would never replace the crater that Ezza Melina made in my heart because she makes me smile and sad at the same, laugh and cry, forget the future and past. Because we love each other unconditionally and I know till infinity has nothing, my love will still grow stronger.

Sincerely,

UmarLovesEzza.

Dance with an Angel

The beat in my heart is the bass, and the line falls in.

quote Lucky13

I drive with one rule, use your heart.

As you may know that I am not single, but that does not mean I am any different. My heart still beats but only for Ezza Melina. My lungs filled with air mixed with love, impossible as it may sound but you need to meet Ezza Melina, yes she is that special. A one of kind heart more exclusive than a Bugatti Veyron SS with 1,200 break-horsepower. The emotions she gives me is better than any piece of technology known to man, giving me feelings like no other in this world.

We breath everyday just to get by, most of us, but not me, not any more. She has opened my senses to a point where I can expect the moon to fall, the air glitters with venom, the sea filled with fresh water. My vision does not blur when I think, my thoughts concentrated and focused just to better myself. With self-improvement under way, we can start our plan by starting world peace right Shayang?

She makes me feel remarkable, from unappreciated till fully loved. Explanation- How does a bee sting kill the bee? It might not seem relative but do not look at the box. She helps me think of the box, the foundation, theory and practicality of the box. With that in mind, you need extensive knowledge of methods of creating the box and she gives me motivation, inspiration and dedication. Ezza Melina is my Intel i-7 quad-core processor.

How do you drive straight with no steering wheel? How do you think ahead without looking back? Easy, inspiration from Ezza Melina gives me the guidance, the light as people would say. Not overwhelming, calming is the word; not difficult, more simple than blinking. Drive yourself with your heart, not with your mind, differentiate your needs and wants. I know its hard but find it in you to speak your mind and let yourself shine. Light filled darkness, like a bulb switched on, that is how Ezza Melina came into my life.

Words are my life, without them, I can not express how this heart feels. She provides the words not in my mouth but through the heart she so solely owns. Whispers of words, gasps of phrases, shouts of poems. Amazing as it sounds, not possible without the love is receive from Ezza Melina. My Munchkin helps me speak, write. Practically my sound box, my brains blood, my hearts pressure. Keeping me afloat in this society that constantly criticises. Not a shield but the person I have beside me preparing for war.

I love you Ezza Melina!

The rain comes and goes everyday,

The gloomy days pass up by,

The imagine slowly dances in my mind,

The wind gently escapes my lungs,

The ease of the moment comes alive,

The love I receive is to die for,

The moment stands with me, Loving you Ezza Melina.

quote Lucky13

Truly beginning of the 16th of the that falls September wise,

Truly the moment I see the ignition of hope surfacing to top,

Truly I seize the moment and sneaks a glimpse into the future,

Truly my past puddles would dry creating no crater,

Truly as this moment may be where the beginning of something seized at the appropriate puddle comes and stays to wash away this man's gloomy days.

quote Lucky13

Sincerely,

Boyfriend.

Proposal

Speak the mind, it tells the truth

quote Lucky13

We search in life to find the better half of survival, What we find might be the wrong one, To my understanding of our situation, We may breath each others air and live, We hold each other above the deep water, We dance in the rain to wash our worries, I break the silence to finally wish, dream again and pursuit passions. 

All in all, we keep ourselves fairly weight, Leaning towards each other faults, Giving but no expecting, That's what I call unconditional at its best, Reason being is cause we bring the best out of each other, Like to birds of a feather we are the same but different in some manners, Compensating by compromising to even the surface.

I love you so dearly, like never before have I felt this raging roar, Because we love each other, For better for worst, So will you save from this burdened curse, And speak your mind, When I ask you, To be my Girlfriend?

I never tire of loving you so dearly,

With every tier falling into loves paradise,

I love you with every tear from my heart.

quote Lucky13

L is for the way Look at me,

O for Obviously curious by me,

V is Very Vwery extraordinary,

E is enticingly in love by you.

quote Lucky13

Sincerely,

Happy

Love.

I was once cynical, now she's better than a miracle.

quote Lucky13

How do you say "I love you" when you leave me breathless? Its easy, it can only be done with the limitless love from Ezza Melina. Here's how its done.

Some things fit perfectly, but we surpass perfection. I am her positive to her negative, I give her strength when she needs it the most. Its not possible when with any other person, but I love that because that makes her even more special. When she needs it, I give it with expecting nothing in return because that is true love at its finest. I love you.

Imagine how perfectly your arms wrap around me like a present just waiting to be unwrapped. We'll do this thing we call life together okay Sayang. Through thick or thin, I still see the light at the end of our tunnel. Rain or shine Sayang, my arms just open for you, its vacant for your love even when its full of it. Rain or shine, we'll dance together till the song finishes, then we'll continue smiling okay Sayang. I love you because I wouldn't have it any other way.

Where my heart meets love, its as perfect as our lips joining for a kiss under the moonlight Princess. I do it because you sit on the royal thrown of my heart, not giving orders but just listening to the things I say to you. Its a stage I build for me to show you how much you mean to me. I say honest things like, you look beautiful without make up, because you being natural is best thing I can admire. I love you because its you.

How my heart stops beating, and only the love you give me is the only that keeps me breathing. That is also how the air I breath doesn't have Ezza Melina written all over, but has the essence of care, warmth, beauty, secure, love written all over it. You can't seem to realise how special you are because of your modesty, but I love that because I can show you how special you are. You deserve everything, even when everything isn't enough Sayang. I love you because I wouldn't have your love any other way.

I love the way my mind has so many things to say but summarises it by saying I love you so softly in your ear Sayang. I imagine the perfect sunset (even when every sunset is perfect when shared with someone as special as you) when I say I love you. When I say I love you, the fire in my heart grows stronger with every breath taken in between saying those sweet 3 words. I love loving you so dearly.

Have I told you how beautiful you are today Sayang? You say "I didn't see you today". I say "You don't have to, cause every word you speak, my subconscious hears your beauty speaking to me". Hence, have I told you how beautiful you look today Sayang? It might seem a lot but I receive these feelings from you, and I channel it to say honest things bout you Ezza. I love loving you unconditionally because that's the only way I know how to.

I point to the north and south, no matter where I look, I see you everywhere. Call it crazy but some would say that love blinds. Please, may I remind you that true love does not blind but open your eyes. With our love Sayang, we would bring far better than Obama. We would touch one heart at a time, giving it strength to move. Because true love is pure and our intentions are pure. I love loving that smile you always give me.

With the brightness from the sun,

From the early dusk to the late dawn,

With no cares in the world left drawn,

In the sea of I love you's I would drown,

You fell for someone who acted like a clown,

Its un-clown-ditional love spoken.

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I too built a bridge to fine, happiness

But to find that it is not, something

You would build alone, solo

Nonetheless but, with

Someone who gives you a, purpose

To wake up every morning just, to

Make the holder of, my

Heart and soul, smile

Like never before, because

These feelings you give, me

Are the reason why, I

Awake every morning, Sayang.

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How your love seems so perfect,

With complications here and there,

Seems so difficult but with every conflict,

We walk a step ahead together as one,

Because communication is our best asset,

And we leave no stone unturned,

Even when in the future we would laugh,

And say I love you more than ever.

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Sincerely,

Umar Loves Ezza.

Accounts.

Life is an account, and my Sayang keeps me balanced.

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If I was to explain how happy I am right now in my life, open a dictionary and try to find a word better than happy, you'll see my picture with Ezza watching the sun hide itself beyond the horizon on a waterfront.

Life would seem to be at its lowest before karma would repay its debt to you, and somehow it was gift wrapped in the form of my Sweetheart, Ezza Melina. It was a gift that I had to fix, mend her broken heart before I could be placed into it. It was a gift so amazing, my dedication in life is to show her happiness. It was a gift of love.

As we watch the horizon change into its pajamas, we shared our first sunset, but don't worry Sayang. Because there is more to come, I promise on that okay. I had the pleasure of sharing my favourite Chicken Chop store only few has had the chance to experience. The bond between us is stronger than anything explainable, better than perfect and beyond hugs and kiss. Its the bond between Umar Hakim and his Sayang, Ezza Melina.

How our hands fit so perfectly, how we understand each other, how we finish each others sentence, how we laugh at the lamest things, how we smile at each others presence, how we make each other feel, how we constantly give and take, how we comfort each other, how we reason with each other, how you would fit in my arms, and how the world stops when were together. Thats how special we are my Love.

Let life be its pilot and steer me into disaster,

Let you come and rescue me from total destruction,

Its natural to feel this sensation once in a while,

Its spectacular to feel this sensation constantly too,

Because my Sayang, only you can give me this,

This amazing feeling of happiness and love,

All in just a simple gesture.

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I am thankful with everything you give me,

Whether its that heart-stopping smile,

Or maybe that warm feeling in my heart,

And butterflies in my stomach,

I know that is a single serving taste,

Of something more than Love.

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Sincerely,

HandwrittenAffection.

Sober, but still drunk.

Its law of attraction and then some more.

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I'll keep this simple and plain.

When people would say "I wanna see your glow". I say "I'm here and not going anywhere". People would ponder thinking of how this glow would resemble. I'll make their life easier okay, Ezza Melina brings the best out of me. I will stop the world from spinning like Superman did to save Lois Lane.

When people would say "Are you sure of her?". I say "I am committed to making her happy, appreciated and smile". People would still wonder, how committed is he this time. I will show them by recording a single day with her. It might seem to much, but I know I can't please my Sayang enough. So everyday is a new day!

When people would say "Why do you seem different?". I say "Its cause she's better than any drug, better than any amount of alcohol". People would still question, what makes you think that this time would be different. Its simple, its Ezza Melina people!

When people would say "Why her?". I say "You don't get it, i'll introduce you to her. Then ask me again". People would think, why is she special. I reply, find me one other person that can actually start world peace. She has changed people, she has a heart brighter than the sun people!

After all these questions, I would say; When I look into her eyes, I see a happy man, I see a person that has changed for the better, I see a man willing to risk his life in order for others to enjoy theirs. Because Ezza Melina, has the power to change me into a better man. And I am definitely in for the long haul.

The clouds before should share, What

They would call a perfect loaf, A

Slice of heaven too big, For

A person to handle himself, So

Luckily when I have her, I

Am not greedy and, Want

To share it with everyone, Hehe

Especially her.

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Even if you gained weight,

My feelings for you won't change,

Even if you got into an accident,

Its beyond physical attraction,

Even if you studied in U.S.A,

Distance is just a number,

Even if you did me wrong,

Were here to correct each others mistakes,

Even if you stop smiling,

I know that won't happen cause my objective in life now,

Is to make smile Sayang,

Even if you seem down,

I know just what to say to turn that frown upside down,

Because through out my life,

I have never been more determine to satisfy,

My Angel, Princess and Sayang.

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Sincerely,

Smile:)

More Than Karma.

Some people say things can't get any better, its because it didn't happen to them yet

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This is how the Sun would distance itself just enough for the Earth to appreciate it, now I get the meaning. The balance required, the law of attraction between these two is amazing. Complicated but yet understandable.

Its not the words you say but how you say it that gives me this incredible feeling, so hard to summarize it in just a few words. So this is for you Ezza.

Lets begin by relaxing into the cold mornings where I would still wonder why I'm awake, but then I suddenly remember; its for my Sayang. And me not being a morning person, I would force myself, because I have set my day, week, life to see that smile that still gives me that childish crush feeling. So this what happens when I wake up early in the morning regardless if the world ended.

She changed a reckless man into a careful being. So technically she has been a good change in my life. I am grateful that God gave me this blessing in a form of an angel named Ezza Melina. She might be a saint when it comes to others, but in my eyes, she's an angel missing her halo and wings. Every soul that she touched, she has given profound change. Some how, her pure heart gives everyone positive energy. It doesn't make sense, but it takes a person that has been moved by her to know, and luckily, I am able to express it with precise detail.

She isn't an open book where you would assume, she is more delicate than just pieces of paper telling a story. She is an open book in which blank pages are there for her to write her story. Her independence in which she earned through out her life, has let her to be very agile and adaptive in life. Her glue that holds the pages together, is her amazing personality, but don't let me spoil the fun of meeting her.

Today was the best, the perception of an angel is a figure in white, with a glowing halo and soft light feathers for wings. So today, I was driving in the car and my heart stopped the moment I saw her. In her pure white baju kurung, with the sun light angled to give this calming glow behind her. It was as if the world had gone right, no more confrontations, no war. That feeling doesn't come easy for a person who has experienced what people would call a life changing moment. But maybe it does come easy cause that life changing moment came from the same person.

I want Ezza Melina to know that this world has a silver lining everywhere, and that I am always here for her. If my world doesn't happen as I assume it would, she should know that her smile has the effect to balance even my gloomiest days. The simple structure of a smile formed by her is enough to make me feel appreciated, cared for and best of all, happy. But this post isn't about me, its for you. So...

With arms wide open, a smile and the saying 'Just the Way You Are' is enough for me Sayang.

Horizons seems closer, So

Look no further, As

I am here, And

Was waiting for something better, But

I got more, Than

Any man had asked for, And

I am grateful its you, Cause

Ezza Melina you, Yourself

Gave me these incredible feelings.

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I was torn so wide and what was inside, was darkness,

But on September 16th, I saw a glimpse of light,

Hope was shining in a form of something good,

And when I was brave to explore because,

What does a broken man have to lose if he has nothing,

And when I found the source of this pure light,

I stood by her with a firm grasp of reality,

Kissed her cheek and gave both of us a sudden realisation,

That there's something more than karma.

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Sincerely,

Princess'sTadwinks.