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Life you gives you lemons, i make lemonade, i discover my heart thru love and it gets broken

quote lucky13

So what if i don't fly as high as i use too, i keep below the radar better.

Give piece a chance and hopefully you increase you chances of finding piece. Such a play of words, but it works

I'm not a super hero, but i can make you safe at times when i'm not there.

Love is a rose, look at it long enough and you can see the thorns, play with it long enough and you forget the thorns but one day you will get a cut, and hopefully time heals all wounds but leaves a scar to remember that love cant be taken for granted or fooled around.

So what has happen to me since the 6th of september? Nothing much, just finish spm and getting my license. Big woop -.-

Jump feet first, would you join me? A partner in crime, a lover at heart. I need a new start, kill me and reclaim my soul.

Just leave me be but don't abandon me.

Depression is acceptable, suicide is natural, but love; its phenomenal

quote Lucky13

Sincerely,

Golden Joy

Gonna Update!

To those who reads my blog, which i'm sure there isn't, i'm gonna update as soon as i can.

The reason i got this inspiration was anatiazwar.blogspot.com and sudden aspiration to write again.

Tonight, hopefully, my life turns a different course, not to a sudden end but a means to an end. I waste my time regretting the past when i didnt see what was real in front of. The breath knocked out of me by the fist of forgiveness wasn't enough, i realise this bold statement sending a messages to everyone that hasn't forgiven anyone to start when they can.

life passes by faster than realising reality exist

quote; Lucky13

Sincerely,

New Beginnings?

with 8 seconds

Everyone knows that shes one my mind, im in over my head.
The saying time heals all wounds is true but scars never go away. It stapled straight thru heart.

Admitting my mistake was challenge a few months back but meeting you makes it easier. Only anti-depressants will make it gone. The simplicity overdosing and forgetting makes life easier but you made running away from my problems impossible. I guess what i wrote in my english trials came back to me. The meaning of rain above the cloud always escapes me. I guess its impossible, but whose to read my paper but my teacher and me right. No one else would know how i feel towards the rain above the cloud.

I say, backing down has the same conclusion than fighting back. Mix it up a bit and you can see the light in darkness. Its hopeless, my implications made you just another girl to you but your not.

I write this to express feelings only a lonely and least heartless person would feel. Lonely cause i faced facts, heartless cause i couldn't give you anything special that day in pavi so i gave as a sign to show you how it hurts having one.

Sincerely,
Shield of Eziechiele

Shattered Faith

Haih, i write this post with emotions running like tears on my face.
Pls don't resent me when your feeling angry :/

I guess being sober for a month just made it easier for me to get high. Like i say ; maybe your faith was strong but you needed proof.

Woah i never to break,
When my heart is meak,
Make sure theres a leak.

Sincerely,
Wishes

Redemtion, Forgiveness, Regretable Moonlight

:(

better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all
quote ....

better to have never loved than loosing the most precious thing to your heart
quote me

As i write this post, tears run,

I hope you got what you want man. The only thing that can make things better is by remembering the advice. As my conscious calls the guilty to come home. I don't know why i led myself on by lying. Happiness is a cup, mine can only be filed with the right waitress. I know we weren't official but the feelings felt losing my soul. Just pls remember to smile for me. I do care :'(

All this time,

People keep teaching me to pick myself up. After this, i just wanna be in the small hole where love isn't felt. Now i need to pick myself up and get back to society, maybe i should just forget on whats important in life. Second sounds better, suicide card? What ever it is, i know you don't trust me now. But pls keep my peace of mind as a token of me showing you that it's easy to forget somebody when they have something to remember them by.

Will I not rain on your happiness to bring the light. Will I be there when you fall, cause i'll be there when you crash and burn :'(

Haih,

Remember when i said that you weren't other girls. I mean it. Remember when you taught me how to not take things for granted :/ . I remember. Only you can refresh my memory. Only you can make me remember things. Fuck this shit la. Just remember to smile okay mia :'/

Sincerely,
me3, Lucky 13, shattered pieces

A gun shot to the skull, that just wont hurt

Explosions in my head that just won't quit,
A train has crashed into the wall around my heart and left the old me dead,
Obliterated

My breathing in the night when you're not there,
The silence ringing through my ears and all I want to do is hear your voice,
But you're not there

Drawn Together,
Painter's brush stroke,
Sleight of hand,
We won't go up in smoke,
Fates colliding,
Love undying

Like the rising tide,
Beating hearts grow but never die,
To simplify,
I'll stand by your side,
Close my eyes,
Hope will never die

And take away the pain of being me
Soothe my soul caress my heart and
end my fear all my bad memories
Eradicated

Like gunshots heard against a silent night
My love is louder than these words
They're stronger than the rest, unstoppable

simple words mean a lot like those 3 small words. Heavens divine unity to claim souls which are pure.

I wish this situation was easier but at least we getting somewhere rite. Like the saying, thy body will heal, but for thy heart, takes steady hands. Chill out okay

Reverse psychology works on the weak minded people. Lucky your the opposite, one lined comments that really hurt but mean a lot. Im gonna save your tired soul, im gonna save your life.

Your falling back to me, the star that i can :)
I know your out there, somewhere out there.

Imagine all the people in the world said thank you and donated a smile to one another? Warfare would be a common joke, politics would be easier and every crimes would disappear or be a bit more appropriate.

The sacrificial benefit to this melodramatic scene is that many hearts will be save, kindness is afloat in the air. Who hopes for a better? Everyone, but unfortunately our egoistic minds let us shy from every opportunity.

Even the purest hate has a silver lining. For which good always triumph over evil. Twisted sheets of sarcasm on the other hand keeps everyone on the toes, begging for an opening display so the calvary would strike with precision and force.

I blaber about meaningless everyday hopes. I just wish a certain person acknowledge this and followed thru without hesitation because with a slight mis-calculation, a pure heart will always be corrupted. A saint's faith can faint into the solid ground. Impact is disastrous.

Has anyone encountered a foul person that is seeking attention with epic proportions? So have i. Its a matter of time till it/something happened. Piece of mind for an apple pie? Peace of heart for a slice? I leave this once again to carry on with my life. Life is not difficult, just look straight thru your problems

Sincerely,
Passions, Dreams, Wishes