Rmmbr Th Lv

Give everything up for you, but everything apparently wasn't enough

quote lucky13

Youth is being offered all sorts of activities, bad and good. Its up to you to follow the bad or the good or both.

Now that statement is just a simple problem faced by every teen. What can you do to distance yourself from this? Nothing, its just keeps coming.

I need adrenaline to keep out of bed or just some activity good or bad. I have no motivation to get my ass out of bed. Have i lost the hope to live or just barely living?.

Moments like this, like; lonely at home, it can be dangerous cause a curious mind can think what would happen if that day happened in a different way.

Ghetto rock anyone? I was watching Glee just now, marathon, it was kinda interesting with the constant confusion that they have, but then again the actors seem a bit too old for high school.

Maybe its just a way that the conspirators make we the youth curious of teen pregnancy, drugs and violence.

Rite now, at this time of my life, i'm listening to Taking Back My Love-Enrique Glasses. I gave it all up.

Now how does that quote relate to my life, it says everything.

Just look back and you might find the feelings i gave you

quote lucky13

Sincerely,

What ifs?

Wilkes

The sensation in my heart that you gave was a sense of security and happiness. I'm safe when i'm on your shoulder either crying, sleeping or even crying. I speak only truth to you but you told me lies, but when i asked you why, you said a sense of horror hit me, is this my violent movie where the main character dies and its a sad ending.

You can't change the pass but you can make up for it. I made the effort, i loved a panther and got bitten most of the time, but i know when your serious, the feeling of pain is still there, but not from the times i got into trouble but the times you shunted me. I write for you my dear, i think every word at a time, and its still not enough.

Quote BLG; Your always be my thunder. I cried you a river and all i got was the sudden realisation that even my confessions isn't enough to get you back. I would say that i would have to move on, but its too long since i said that and now i'm writing for you.

I wish you knew how much pain you can inflict cause rite now, i wouldn't do that to my lover but i would do it if it means i'm showing how much i love you. Confusion riddles my mind. I was hit and ran over.

Sincerely,

Bummer

Sktr By

Amazing how a string of unusual events can make up to form a life experience.

Caring for others more than yourself is forgetting yourself, soon enough people will forget you no matter what the impression you made.

quote lucky13

I wish i could love again, i was stoned from the love you gave me.

I was captivated by the romance you gave me, i wish it could happen again.

I don't know myself when i'm a loner but when i'm in love, i'm fullest.

I never knew i lost it all, and now i'm a free man with nothing to lose.

I wanna say that if you watch a movie induced is awesome, but 3d is a whole new chapter.

Rite now i'm listening to My Happy Ending- Avril L. Amazing how everytime i blog, an amazing unusual turn of events can make up the moment to unravel an inspiration.

Learn to take care of yourself before loving, but go wild when your in love.

quote lucky13

Black and white too

Something came across me like a forest fire, i acknowledge those who has long distance relationships.

I see that even distance and a physical relationship doesn't matter to them, i know it can get boring but people evolve and we create ideas everytime, so let them make the best of it and see happiness built from a distance.

I just wish that i had a relationship far more than just physical but emotional and full of passion. Hey i'm not blogging bout me here now am i, so start the slow jams and see what happens to those with long distance.

Sincerely,

Seems to be

beat the beatles

From where i can stand, i can still see that smile in my mind; even tho its gone

quote lucky13

So what can be said bout today? I was an escort for a lovely friend. I was in Bangsar to alter jeans.

What did i see that people tend to forget, its hot in the summer, but summer doesn't last long. Love can be said the same, when things heat up, cool down and chill out.

In this second of the universe, i'm listening to Christina Aguilera- Hurt. Ask me why and i'll say its just what expresses me.

Kill the dream and you kill more than one soul, torture the soul and karma will attract D-Day to you.

I've been texting a fox but if i didnt reply you, its cause it ran out of battery and its charging up stairs. Shooting Star

Vent frustration thru a positive picture, portrait.

When in need of money, save, when in need of friends, call, when in need to scandal, call, when in of a true love, patience.

Last words from a wise person, they won't fall on deaf ears, but pls acknowledge them cause thats still knowledge.

You making me insane,

I tear my heart open; just to feel

Scars- Papa Roach

Scars don't vanish but with product, it does, same with depression.

Ahh yes, on last issue that i can't take care but i can blog, freedom of speech :)

Issue; When i try to be friendly, its not a direct intention to go out on a date. Friends are taken for granted every second of the universe, so what if i might be the next forgotten friend, i just wish to help, owh well, its my lost cause i want knowledge of life experience but theirs for wasting my hand.

Lets not fight, discuss this matter, lets make love, thats better

quote lucky13

Sincerely,

Best Wishes

Spdrmn

Life you gives you lemons, i make lemonade, i discover my heart thru love and it gets broken

quote lucky13

So what if i don't fly as high as i use too, i keep below the radar better.

Give piece a chance and hopefully you increase you chances of finding piece. Such a play of words, but it works

I'm not a super hero, but i can make you safe at times when i'm not there.

Love is a rose, look at it long enough and you can see the thorns, play with it long enough and you forget the thorns but one day you will get a cut, and hopefully time heals all wounds but leaves a scar to remember that love cant be taken for granted or fooled around.

So what has happen to me since the 6th of september? Nothing much, just finish spm and getting my license. Big woop -.-

Jump feet first, would you join me? A partner in crime, a lover at heart. I need a new start, kill me and reclaim my soul.

Just leave me be but don't abandon me.

Depression is acceptable, suicide is natural, but love; its phenomenal

quote Lucky13

Sincerely,

Golden Joy

Gonna Update!

To those who reads my blog, which i'm sure there isn't, i'm gonna update as soon as i can.

The reason i got this inspiration was anatiazwar.blogspot.com and sudden aspiration to write again.

Tonight, hopefully, my life turns a different course, not to a sudden end but a means to an end. I waste my time regretting the past when i didnt see what was real in front of. The breath knocked out of me by the fist of forgiveness wasn't enough, i realise this bold statement sending a messages to everyone that hasn't forgiven anyone to start when they can.

life passes by faster than realising reality exist

quote; Lucky13

Sincerely,

New Beginnings?