20100408

Looks To Kill

The past brings the present to life, and help develop the future.
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Lets all sing, IF you can wait till i get home. So lets begin, promises are suppose to kept from the heart. So why break that bond? Responsibilities aside. Put a fucking reminder or something. I cant promise anything i fucking cant care bout responsibilities. I don't make them cause i know i wont commit.

Okay, new thing in my life, WJM 7385. A Proton -.- but hey at least it gets me somewhere. Gonna start college soon. Excited i guess? I'm gonna have to wake the same time i go to sleep -.- Enough!

Judge yourself before judging others. Look in the mirror.
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Judge, Jury and Executioner. Now having that much power, you must have gone thru a phase of corruption. If not, congrats, your hard work has paid off. We need more less controversial leaders or at least the ones that do something bout the health and roads. There are so many construction sites and the roads aren't getting any better. I elect a person who wants attention and who would do work for his community. Corrupt or not, he gets the job done.

Buy and sell. Look in the mirror and see what are you flaws in your life. Are you happy? NO? Maybe those flaws makes you who you are and would project simple diversity. Nothing fancy. So who can hold a stick and state the obvious. Be proud but keep it to a sensible reason.

Its not easy for me to cry when my loved one stares into my my eyes,
You cant express what you feel inside cause the silence makes the moment by,
I love you to much to not point your flaws cause i'm in love with them,
Only time will tell what happiness means when its gone with the wind.
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Sincerely,
Circle, Cycle

20100407

Goal

Aim before striking, breath before shooting, think before doing, love to be loved
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A black for the road and thats not enough to bring me down. I'm not a soldier, but i fight for my loved one. To the land of forgiving if i must go to, then i shall fly first. Hopefully she could return the favour by doing the same. I'm not demanding for a smile, i want sincerity.

Okay, so now most of my friends are in college. I officially have no one to spend in the afternoon. The fact that i wake up at 3pm makes it so much better -.-

Now a heart, its a gift from God. Its meant to pump blood to your entire body. It works without rest since the day your mum was pregnant. The saying "heart broken" means that person is on the verge of dying. Now having another persons blood on your hands? Kinda of big deal. "Heartless" or "Cold-Hearted", i was once in that phase where i cant care for anything. I achieved this thru "heartache", but luckily i snapped out of that spell and hopefully i can piece my "Shattered Heart".

Things are never the same once you repeat it one to many times. Every kiss for lovers is another testament to each other showing that they are willing to give and take. Every breath makes things clear to see.
I just had a sudden realisation, how do people make things work. Its not compatibility, but the need to compromise others for your lover.

Its love,
Not the universe,
Its not confusing,
Its something special,
Shes danger,
But i love her.
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Sincerely,
Scream, Aim, Fire

20100406

Huntress

Does love last for those who cherish it so very dearly? Fiction or not, we want to believe in this incorruptible power which can drive man to build cities and love no matter the cost.

It may change a sane man crazy when his head over heels. It might make a saint wanting to sin. This invisible force can make you a total opposite and still make you feel happy with who ever you that special person is.

The false hope of love is still another form of love. Its not corrupted, it has its "butterfly in your stomach" effect. Not everyone is lucky with this false hope cause there are many of those who heartless enough to ace this trick.

The symbol of a heart shape is usually recognised as the symbol of love, but love needs no symbol cause itself has its magical and adrenaline moments. If you cant express in words, then do it in actions, not in symbols. I'm sure its an easy saying but difficult to exercise. Its love, who can judge you rite.


This is me when i'm really bored and i need to write a book -.-
I enjoy writing nonsense.

Thy heart i long to love and to hold,
I cry for thee when i grow weakness,
Trust not my actions but in my gestures,
Because for thee i'm head over heals.
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Sincerely,
Sonic Love

Shut Down

Lets talk about betrayal. This topic was suggested from my fellow friend Andrew Sachdev. Lets began shall we?
So what do you exactly mean by betrayal? When trust is broken. This is because society loves to gossip. Once its your turn to bitch about someone, who better than the friend who trusts you until the point of no expectation of betrayal. Its blind after a certain period of time. Who to blame, gossip is what makes forest burn faster.

Part2
Betrayal of trusts thru love. Now this venom is more potent than any know biological weapon. Its tears society curtain as if it was made out of paper. Sleeping with another is wrong, but with their best friend is another part all together. But why i ask this, cause i wonder what drives the one to blame to do such dishonest things. Human beings are very impossible to understand. Its not the theory of men are from mars and women are from venus. We compromise our own situation. Why go thru all that trouble to ruin a perfectly fine relationship. Dig yourself a deep hole, bury you head inside and see what feels like getting the wrong attention. This is a direct humiliation. Same thing as cheating :)

Song3
The art of war, i never read it. I'm sure it teaches you how to betray or purposely blind your opponent. Its the same thing as except for betraying the opponent shit. How heartless can you be to call yourself a lover if you cant do as promise. Heading towards the cliff, you promise you jump but you left the person to free fall alone. Tragic. But we need betrayal to remind us that we can be feel happy for one moment, and its totally gone. Makes us learn how to get back on our feet. It reminds that person that their still human and eventually it comes back to haunt you. And the worse part is, its being practised every second around this never ending rotating sphere.

Sincerely,
Convey the Messenger

20100404

ASD

Blow me a kiss from a miles away and blind from the lies everyone tells me.
Strike first and strong, leave me guessing and barely breathing.
Sleeping on cloud nine, sell my soul for eternities worth moments with you.
Metal plate i wear doesn't make me bulletproof, cause i find for a shatter proof love.
I swear to love and hold, that left me to rot.

Alerion, eternity, centuries

Sincerely,
Klam

Nothing is still something

Remember when you were young and innocent. How do you look at the world? The perspective of a 5 year old is much better than an educated coward. I say this cause kids speak their mind, they don't know societies boundaries and they cant be blamed. Silence them and the world calls that abusive.

Learn to live before loving
quote lucky13

Do you hold the weight of your loved one, cause you love them too much to not tell them whats happening. Bad decision. We learn to express our surroundings, so its the same thing as telling someone else that something went wrong. You being selfish, not wanting to spoil the moment. That would the downfall of us all.

Okay, so today, not much. I asked her to go on a date but the thing is that we haven't confirmed any time yet. So yeah, let the fireworks fly and see wheter your bulletproof self can handle the complication that i may give. Its all give and take once someone gets greedy, if things turn into a nightmare, i'll hide myself in the shadows till i get to love one more time.

Nice guys finsih last, but the last is better than nothing
quote lucky13

Lets say if i was a superhero. Who will give me strength in time of darkness, Superman had Lois Lane, Spiddy had Mary Jane. I guess every superhero has a forbidden love behind the scenes, but as long as i can make you safe, i can never be happier. Let me quote this; "No one is as lucky as us" quote Paramore-Where the Lines Overlap. I cant fly, i don't have super strength, but when i'm with you, i know nothing can harm you but my ignorance.

Why cant the world feed on the love we have for each other? Like the hurricane that destroys a town. It looks lovely but its deadly, like the smile you wear. Temptation is my weakness and you know how to exploit that very wall i build. Your the adrenaline rush that keeps me guessing.

Freedom of expression, freedom to live, freedom for redemption.

Leave a mark on the world, make a good impression, leave this world with a smile and no regrets
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Sincerely,
, End Later

20100403

Intimate Settings

How do you from a to c and not go thru b? Cheat.

How do you get away with murder? Corruption.

How do you get someone to believe? Cash.

How do you get someone to love you? ... Its your effort.

Lets start with loud music and xaxau lights. It distracts you from reality, and escape if you wanna call it that. The alcohol is the lubricant that makes everything easier and smoother.

Life has no boundaries, only guidelines
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Music is the greatest inspiration in my life "No Music, No Life"quote Osho. Lets not fake the orgasm and move on to the festivities, cause i'm tired of your bull shit so why lead me on? Crushcrushcrush,2,3,4, you can crush the dream but you cant corrupt the inspiration. Not even big brother can rule the soundtracks cause they only hold the labels of the records companies but they cant write all the songs. Let me quote this; "They will control us"quote Muse.

Okay, enough crap, so i gotta buck up and try to keep straight edged for a moment just so i can get back on my feet. I wanna look thru the glasses of society, look at the souls who follow a schedule and at war with themselves. Mentality of certain cultures must be in line.

Why build a fence when you have a gun? That extra sense of security is worth what? It can be compromised. So is a gun. So ask yourself, how are you safe? Simple, the up bringing of a child can determine their sense of security but i wanna see this theory walk.

Lets two steps back and recap on life what your dreams were a few years back. What made you have that sudden passion for that certain field of expertise. Every night, you close your eyes and dream that you will fulfil your aspiration. Can you get there? With determination and following societies order of life, anything is possible.

Look no further, cause examples of anything is everywhere
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Sincerely,
Begin Now,

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