Haih, i write this post with emotions running like tears on my face.
Pls don't resent me when your feeling angry :/
I guess being sober for a month just made it easier for me to get high. Like i say ; maybe your faith was strong but you needed proof.
Woah i never to break,
When my heart is meak,
Make sure theres a leak.
Sincerely,
Wishes
20090816
20090814
:(
better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all
quote ....
better to have never loved than loosing the most precious thing to your heart
quote me
As i write this post, tears run,
I hope you got what you want man. The only thing that can make things better is by remembering the advice. As my conscious calls the guilty to come home. I don't know why i led myself on by lying. Happiness is a cup, mine can only be filed with the right waitress. I know we weren't official but the feelings felt losing my soul. Just pls remember to smile for me. I do care :'(
All this time,
People keep teaching me to pick myself up. After this, i just wanna be in the small hole where love isn't felt. Now i need to pick myself up and get back to society, maybe i should just forget on whats important in life. Second sounds better, suicide card? What ever it is, i know you don't trust me now. But pls keep my peace of mind as a token of me showing you that it's easy to forget somebody when they have something to remember them by.
Will I not rain on your happiness to bring the light. Will I be there when you fall, cause i'll be there when you crash and burn :'(
Haih,
Remember when i said that you weren't other girls. I mean it. Remember when you taught me how to not take things for granted :/ . I remember. Only you can refresh my memory. Only you can make me remember things. Fuck this shit la. Just remember to smile okay mia :'/
Sincerely,
me3, Lucky 13, shattered pieces
quote ....
better to have never loved than loosing the most precious thing to your heart
quote me
As i write this post, tears run,
I hope you got what you want man. The only thing that can make things better is by remembering the advice. As my conscious calls the guilty to come home. I don't know why i led myself on by lying. Happiness is a cup, mine can only be filed with the right waitress. I know we weren't official but the feelings felt losing my soul. Just pls remember to smile for me. I do care :'(
All this time,
People keep teaching me to pick myself up. After this, i just wanna be in the small hole where love isn't felt. Now i need to pick myself up and get back to society, maybe i should just forget on whats important in life. Second sounds better, suicide card? What ever it is, i know you don't trust me now. But pls keep my peace of mind as a token of me showing you that it's easy to forget somebody when they have something to remember them by.
Will I not rain on your happiness to bring the light. Will I be there when you fall, cause i'll be there when you crash and burn :'(
Haih,
Remember when i said that you weren't other girls. I mean it. Remember when you taught me how to not take things for granted :/ . I remember. Only you can refresh my memory. Only you can make me remember things. Fuck this shit la. Just remember to smile okay mia :'/
Sincerely,
me3, Lucky 13, shattered pieces
20090807
A gun shot to the skull, that just wont hurt
Explosions in my head that just won't quit,
A train has crashed into the wall around my heart and left the old me dead,
Obliterated
My breathing in the night when you're not there,
The silence ringing through my ears and all I want to do is hear your voice,
But you're not there
Drawn Together,
Painter's brush stroke,
Sleight of hand,
We won't go up in smoke,
Fates colliding,
Love undying
Like the rising tide,
Beating hearts grow but never die,
To simplify,
I'll stand by your side,
Close my eyes,
Hope will never die
And take away the pain of being me
Soothe my soul caress my heart and
end my fear all my bad memories
Eradicated
Like gunshots heard against a silent night
My love is louder than these words
They're stronger than the rest, unstoppable
simple words mean a lot like those 3 small words. Heavens divine unity to claim souls which are pure.
I wish this situation was easier but at least we getting somewhere rite. Like the saying, thy body will heal, but for thy heart, takes steady hands. Chill out okay
Reverse psychology works on the weak minded people. Lucky your the opposite, one lined comments that really hurt but mean a lot. Im gonna save your tired soul, im gonna save your life.
Your falling back to me, the star that i can :)
I know your out there, somewhere out there.
Imagine all the people in the world said thank you and donated a smile to one another? Warfare would be a common joke, politics would be easier and every crimes would disappear or be a bit more appropriate.
The sacrificial benefit to this melodramatic scene is that many hearts will be save, kindness is afloat in the air. Who hopes for a better? Everyone, but unfortunately our egoistic minds let us shy from every opportunity.
Even the purest hate has a silver lining. For which good always triumph over evil. Twisted sheets of sarcasm on the other hand keeps everyone on the toes, begging for an opening display so the calvary would strike with precision and force.
I blaber about meaningless everyday hopes. I just wish a certain person acknowledge this and followed thru without hesitation because with a slight mis-calculation, a pure heart will always be corrupted. A saint's faith can faint into the solid ground. Impact is disastrous.
Has anyone encountered a foul person that is seeking attention with epic proportions? So have i. Its a matter of time till it/something happened. Piece of mind for an apple pie? Peace of heart for a slice? I leave this once again to carry on with my life. Life is not difficult, just look straight thru your problems
Sincerely,
Passions, Dreams, Wishes
A train has crashed into the wall around my heart and left the old me dead,
Obliterated
My breathing in the night when you're not there,
The silence ringing through my ears and all I want to do is hear your voice,
But you're not there
Drawn Together,
Painter's brush stroke,
Sleight of hand,
We won't go up in smoke,
Fates colliding,
Love undying
Like the rising tide,
Beating hearts grow but never die,
To simplify,
I'll stand by your side,
Close my eyes,
Hope will never die
And take away the pain of being me
Soothe my soul caress my heart and
end my fear all my bad memories
Eradicated
Like gunshots heard against a silent night
My love is louder than these words
They're stronger than the rest, unstoppable
simple words mean a lot like those 3 small words. Heavens divine unity to claim souls which are pure.
I wish this situation was easier but at least we getting somewhere rite. Like the saying, thy body will heal, but for thy heart, takes steady hands. Chill out okay
Reverse psychology works on the weak minded people. Lucky your the opposite, one lined comments that really hurt but mean a lot. Im gonna save your tired soul, im gonna save your life.
Your falling back to me, the star that i can :)
I know your out there, somewhere out there.
Imagine all the people in the world said thank you and donated a smile to one another? Warfare would be a common joke, politics would be easier and every crimes would disappear or be a bit more appropriate.
The sacrificial benefit to this melodramatic scene is that many hearts will be save, kindness is afloat in the air. Who hopes for a better? Everyone, but unfortunately our egoistic minds let us shy from every opportunity.
Even the purest hate has a silver lining. For which good always triumph over evil. Twisted sheets of sarcasm on the other hand keeps everyone on the toes, begging for an opening display so the calvary would strike with precision and force.
I blaber about meaningless everyday hopes. I just wish a certain person acknowledge this and followed thru without hesitation because with a slight mis-calculation, a pure heart will always be corrupted. A saint's faith can faint into the solid ground. Impact is disastrous.
Has anyone encountered a foul person that is seeking attention with epic proportions? So have i. Its a matter of time till it/something happened. Piece of mind for an apple pie? Peace of heart for a slice? I leave this once again to carry on with my life. Life is not difficult, just look straight thru your problems
Sincerely,
Passions, Dreams, Wishes
20090731
Psychotic Melting Pot
Egoistic losers like the one i encountered today, lucky i'm not your friends. How much would have it cost anyways? :p
Lately its been a tragedy, occurring within locked doors, closed windows and heartless creatures. Just as i think the sun shined once more in this mis-conception of your true complexion. Maybe there is no alternative? Survival of the toughest, only they will slow you down. Maybe i'm speaking in vein or maybe the truth is crystal clear but all i know that decisions can change me and my life within a flash of a blade.
Look at me,
this beast got hurt alrite,
just pain will kill in time.
quote me3 'why do i even bother ;/'
So this is how i began my day, predict the unexpected and carry on my own life. Escape the corporate manager i call my soul, feeding it is what i lack doing these past few YEARS. Grace of god, pls someone listen, i need another to live. Kill me and make damn sure....
Respect the instrument and it will bring you a favor only desired by the hands of prophets. It is not an object you will be able to hold but an object you were born with, possession can bring liquid luck.
Can't you see i'm easily bothered by your resistance, be yourself, by yourself. Boten anna, fuck that ;/ Why am i spinning into a hole that has no end everything i ever wanted is there. (its not mine but the image itself is worth fighting for)
I'm leaving on a jet plane, crashed into a clear plain.
I'm singing you this love song, but still you left with him.
Passions, Dreams, Wishes, fuck that shit. It will bring you false hope and fake images.
Sincerely,
My faded etc.
Lately its been a tragedy, occurring within locked doors, closed windows and heartless creatures. Just as i think the sun shined once more in this mis-conception of your true complexion. Maybe there is no alternative? Survival of the toughest, only they will slow you down. Maybe i'm speaking in vein or maybe the truth is crystal clear but all i know that decisions can change me and my life within a flash of a blade.
Look at me,
this beast got hurt alrite,
just pain will kill in time.
quote me3 'why do i even bother ;/'
So this is how i began my day, predict the unexpected and carry on my own life. Escape the corporate manager i call my soul, feeding it is what i lack doing these past few YEARS. Grace of god, pls someone listen, i need another to live. Kill me and make damn sure....
Respect the instrument and it will bring you a favor only desired by the hands of prophets. It is not an object you will be able to hold but an object you were born with, possession can bring liquid luck.
Can't you see i'm easily bothered by your resistance, be yourself, by yourself. Boten anna, fuck that ;/ Why am i spinning into a hole that has no end everything i ever wanted is there. (its not mine but the image itself is worth fighting for)
I'm leaving on a jet plane, crashed into a clear plain.
I'm singing you this love song, but still you left with him.
Passions, Dreams, Wishes, fuck that shit. It will bring you false hope and fake images.
Sincerely,
My faded etc.
20090721
You say im a danger,
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight,
Im broke and abandoned,
You are my angel,
Making all my dreams come true tonight.
Im lost in his blog so whatever crap im saying just ignore it okay? So im Umar's friend. Ive been listening to his problems and i feel so sad when i hear it. Hey,im here aite? Your gonna be okay. I kept reading his blog and all of his words are just so touching and unique don't u think? If you don't think so then you have no
Im really lost here so im just gonna leave.
Words to the girl ;
When he looks at you,he can see how beautiful you are.
xx ,
20090720
Blade
If the following learns of the tall tail, i'm sorry.
Man its just not my tournament.
Luck always breaths upon my opponent.
Wonder if its just a single shiny day with you all over again. Now this wound gets deeper with every piercing blow.
Kick me when i'm down, its how you would know that i'm breathing. If i cough blood, if i don.
Now when my heart breaks again, i learn to be what i'm not suppose to be.
Haih. Its not my battlefield. No one stands by me. Your cant be my kenangan terindah. When hearts burst into pieces. Seize today. More importantly sorry that missing in action just makes me feel better.
This is a thousand people stomping on lucky 13 when I, myself is doing it. Beating myself for a better Tmw.
Tmw will come only when today does :/
Now this is my letter to say that P/s i love you is a movie in real terms.
Sincerely,
Memories, cliches, feelings
Man its just not my tournament.
Luck always breaths upon my opponent.
Wonder if its just a single shiny day with you all over again. Now this wound gets deeper with every piercing blow.
Kick me when i'm down, its how you would know that i'm breathing. If i cough blood, if i don.
Now when my heart breaks again, i learn to be what i'm not suppose to be.
Haih. Its not my battlefield. No one stands by me. Your cant be my kenangan terindah. When hearts burst into pieces. Seize today. More importantly sorry that missing in action just makes me feel better.
This is a thousand people stomping on lucky 13 when I, myself is doing it. Beating myself for a better Tmw.
Tmw will come only when today does :/
Now this is my letter to say that P/s i love you is a movie in real terms.
Sincerely,
Memories, cliches, feelings
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