The Perfect Imperfection

Science has tried to prove the perfect equation for love, or thats just me. But wats so great abt not ever fighting with your loved one, no matter who especially your parents. I'm not here for the person that you shared your first 16 years with but the person your gonna live with for the rest of your life. The perfect love story is boy meets girl and they fall for each other. Sempurna kan? For the time, i've seen that actually happen, last year i went for a wedding and this couple that were getting married, they had the most perfect love story since high skool. Since high skool, thru college and then only last year they got married. That brought tears to a cold-hearted bastard. I felt their love from across the room. Now thats was i call love, but they had it good. Wat abt the normal everyday average joe? For once if they had a solution their everyday problems and thats by getting someone who you'd live to impress, breath to see and die to save every moment. Its possible and logical to think that way. But hey, everyone cant have a happy ending to a god forsaken life, if your night life was as bad as the devil himself then you might think that you don ever deserve a loved one to hurt. Your wrong, it might not be here. As you cast your last breath with a stranger beside you, don think abt all the things you've ever done but only think abt the things you could have done. Thats only half of wat i think abt the life-changing word called love. Have you showed so much love, your partner needed space. I don noe whose fault it is but if you guys things thru and work things out, don let ego or even pure jealousy get in the way of love. If its true love then your regular life is gonna have a shock of its life. Everything changes.


That Black Cloud with 2 Sides
Hmm, love a two sided sword which hurts at both ends. As i stand, feeling like as if i'm in the middle of the world. Useless wiuth rubbish coming from my mouth. I'm stunned with was your capable of. None the less, i got sharper end of the battle. But im hopeful with clouds clearing and the sun shinning brighter than ever. Have i only dream for that anonymous stranger to grasp and melt my cold-heart. So i can feel love once again, a pure delight with which only angels feel and humans envy. So kiss me, just so i can feel wat its like to be intimate after my tragic heart ache. Bring the light from the darkest corner so i know everyone has a chance for true love not a match-made in heaven but an equation of 2 linear hearts being a perfect zero. Under the rite possibilities, anything in every way can happen. I just like to become the white piece of a chest game. Just to know how you counter my every move. Play it safe, its boring. Offensive and its getting interesting. A cute angel with heavenly features is wat attracts the damned. But i never see the end of every road. Wow how lonely i feel without you acknowledging me, how everything seems darker without your smile that i carry in my heart. But we cant get wat we want all the time rite. Its against the laws of life, my only desire is to find Cinderella by midnight and make me hers till the taste of air fades from my own lungs but not water which wat happen in my life experience. The bigger picture as i wait for you to show up into my eyes. In the olden days status, money, pride and ego. All of that blinded the true meaning of love with arranged marriage's. It gets harder each day. Like any other soul, it finds someone to cuddle, no matter where you are in the world. From the holy lands, a small gesture goes a long way here, yes its you guys that actually drive the perfect equation b and yan. If only i can cuddle, talk, listen, share their aspiration and have passion for one another. Akustatik "engkau umpama burung merpati, patah sayapnya, di udara, berbahaya" quote OAG. For the first time i get it, your the fallen angel left by god to help this lost soul in earth. If you only met my wild side, you would be certain to extend your hand but im dead due to reasons. The fire still burns but slowly dying. Smoking its way to a closed casket, getting drunk until my soul wonders this earth in mystery. I mean no harm but finding the rite one means i have to go to hell and rescue her, and dammit thats wat it takes. When im there would you take those broken pieces and set them in place? Or else everything seems nothing without that adorable smile that i carry. Like that song 'When Hearts into Fire'. Will you remember me at all