20090628

foe or fool, fool for food?

Jack of all trades, recognized in the black market as a vital tool for reasons that cant be mentioned. Imagine opening a safe while disabling the alarm of international bank? Thats hard work but a professional planner like hmm Danial Ocean got that covered.

I gotta get ready for tmw's big date at tropicana city. Hope we can get tickets :) if not we can always just explore this big place and possibly explore.
Tropicana city sites on a prized land and it maybe will be the next ou or curve. Not high end fashion but just plain shopping experience.

On the bigger note, i learned how to drive a manual car and i think i got the hang of it. Still rusty but hey, its a car, 'im willing to go the distance' quote Hercules.

Im whispering tails of a long history, exceeding the limit of which no one can bare. 'Thy heart shall not be tainted by sinic, it shall be be free with thy saint' quote Umar :)

Revelations state that after a fall of a king, the sun might rise opposite, which means, i'm talking smack. With faith restored, we can all sing for the moment and mourn the lost of the king of pop. He moves like art, 'meet Da vinci, youur my sixteen chapel' quote Alex Hitchens from Hitch.

No lyrics but if integrate each meaning of every paragraph. You'll find a system glitch and that the poet is currently unavailable to recommend a desert menu for your curious taste buds.

As like many authors and their work of art. They'll have a moment in their life when their work isnt up to standard but its how the idea that doesnt come helps the author for his final encore.

Sincerely,
Passions, Dreams, Wishes

20090627

Boten Anna

Today its a tragic day for every corner of the world as we learn that an icon has passed away or maybe just a conspiracy theory for more publicity. We are all realized for our potential after death, we are all appreciated after death.
'Isn't it ironic' quote Alanis Morissette.

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

this is my favourite ending to a heartbreaking relationship.

Caught a glimpse of that cherry,
smile like the sun with cheerful roses,
that reminded me a sweet cherishing memory,
the moon was pale, the accent of my feelings towards was crystal,
its your smile that reminded me of the sweet cherry and the light of the moon.

quote Umar Hakim. There you go, a poem for you. sofia :)

black tights, black lips, nothing compares to a black hearted person, many reasons why its just a small concern towards the global downfall of sympathy. Its an issue not recognize by government test subjects (put my interpretations into life and problems faced for people)

Heartless, how could you be so Dr. Evil, your bringing a side that i don't know. In the night the moon shines as bright sun with the downfall of temperature rising due to emotional pains by mother earth. Talkin' talkin' talkin' talk...

this is a reply to you sofia :)
The anxiety of getting a comment or post as people call it on the wall-to-wall, is somehow faced by teenagers and young adults. They wanna know how was other peoples day without actually knowing at first.
One day, coming back from school and your expecting a post. Its not there cause the person turns out to be busy during the afternoon, the importance of that means that particular person needs to communicate with a phone. But we know that rite? :) Selamat tinggal dunia ini dan selamat datang dunia itu.

Has anyone realize that our longest bargain is probably life? I havent but its a significant topic for me cause i believe repenting is a religious privilege. Repeat the mistake its a cold day in hell with a cell for you. I cant repent due to loyalty reasons cause repeating is a mistake for me but i am willing to face the cell. Just afraid that i wont see the light of the brighter full moon. (its not emo, just complicated)

I am not alone, your always in my heart.
Just the passion of a person is not measured by his dreams but by his spirit.
The dreams of a blind sighted future can be true without determination from youth.
Wishes are rarely achieved with luck as its constant variable or companion.
The companionship of spirit for a youth is enough to get anything desired.

quote Umar Hakim

Sincerely,
Passions, Dreams, Wishes

20090624

tony roma's

how could you be so heartless?

thats how i started my day, with a twisted a bang, and theory to create a better sensation when it needs to be collapse. It starts with, life is a an egg that breaks and once it breaks, nothing will be the same especially to you anjing :D hahahaha

attention thirsty people are usually seen by making loud noises and wanting people to notice them. Being in every situation and giving useless opinions when not needed, yes thats exactly you :)


In the night,
i hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told.

Somewhere far along this road,
He lost his soul,
To woman so heartless!!

quote kanye west. This is poetry at its most honest translation. Listen and read the lyrics, iut might get you somewhere far along a this road i call life :)

Try writing your deepest emotions in verses and then simplify your feelings. Use complicated emotions at little as possible. Blank blink ank.

Life wasted me,
i don see wat it sees in me,
I just wasted life.

quote Mr me3. Current emotion felt by the publisher of his own life experience, friday 13th, and death note. Musically inspired to remedy my future with ingredients that are fatal to tongue. Just as i would wish that the sorrows i felt will end, it did and now thats just ol' me :)

Sincerely,
Passions, Dreams, Wishes

p/s. N don worry bout the current status but only worry bout wat matters to you the most, it'll give you the feeling never felt :)

20090621

Days till the end would seem a bit romantic but with a fragile heel of, your not gonna get far unless your willing to the distance.
sum it up and it'll be your destiny into finding a true experience.

I was up until someone shot me down like a bird flying thru the grassy plain. I wished i had more time, but if only trouble avoided me. Pain is a factor taken into consideration and aching pain of a heart break is gone with the wind.

I am free from my cage and once again i fly with grace, mentality and bravery. The one i called my heart has been embraced with goals not met but bent. This is where i start living my life, with a little help. I'm sure i can it anywhere.

Sincerely,
Passions, Dreams, Wishes

20090614

Local allowence

don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

I was just as lonely as the night,
the cold was my friend,
now i'm gods lonely man

the smell of the past was to potent,
the taste of the hour was to desirable
my moment in time is just seconds away

lately,
i've been missing my enemy
to give me all i want

i cant, forgive myself from listening
all the pain that i present
and don resent when your feeling angry

I can be who you are
leave it till it ends
just forget my time from now

so if your wondering i still want you to know
i dream i missing in the fields on the moon
i walk with no hands just my life

empty handed and still walking
empty hearted and still breathing
empty headed and still loving you...

This was a repeat of the my life and how it works and just as a small village crumbles, i breathe and find out that heart ache is just another feeling that i need to get used too. Leave out all the rest

Blinded by youth and its mistakes i need to find a new ending to my false beginning :/
but yet again i fall into her trap of lies and promises, i call her life

Sincerely,
Passions, Dreams and Wishes

Station to station

This whole i have been using lrt to get from one place to another :)
Its the easiest and most reliable mode of transport i've ever known

Lying to a senior con-man is like telling the police your not drunk while your puking shit out. This week was by far the most difficult week cause i had to endure fatigue when i was back home. Setiawangsa wasn't a bad area to began with, met loads of people and met someone too. It was technically a college life, waking up to go for class and you can practically do as you pls after or before class cause parents was miles away.

Freedom city was at places i havent discovered and it was a sanctuary for a the time being, holidays was all that but yet you don have to go to the it places in order to meet someone nice, just be friendly, helpful and your on your way :)

I went to rooftop to shisha with iryan, hanna and aqilah. It was fun cause it was raining and we played the shisha game and the smoker lungs won most of the time. Talk abt stamina eh? So i admit that skipping is bad but having fun and getting is better than anything. Shout out to those clique-81 :) hahahhaha

So i'm just a high school student going thru the same process as every student that wants to get a good education and not be forced to take wat course they don want. Its either Cambridge A-levels, South Australia Matriculation, International Canadian Pre-University, International Baccalarate something something. Its the option of pre-uni but they too have fondations that maman took. So im not really sure.

Anyways its been long since i gave a random quote or two but heres a hint, the sun shines when the sun shines. Lets have a cloud for every weather we have and let it rain for everytime we get drenched :)

Sincerely,
me3

20090610

Days of my life

Such a weird day but yet naavin is there beside me o.0

I'm at intensive and studying seems to be the only priority, other than that party party till its sunrise :D
Verse 34'2" When faith is lost, repent and make way for your new soul. It cleanses the mind therefore thy body is ready for the afterlife.

I wish i can give you K.../ but i cant. I'll offer something even money cant buy, love, pure strong that tears down boundaries and creates a whole another universe.

Well i guess today i got nothing to blog abt but its onlu that im mentally exhausted so therefore i need rest. Reefa where you at? :)

Sincerely,
me3

Lady Fingers

How do you explain the past mistakes that you've regreted so much to your fellow friends or loved ones? Easy, at this point of life its just making sure you keep to the status quo and follow the social connection.

I am Ironman. Black dress with the a white shoe is what spoils your eyes. Why does it matter to me? Owh wait... i'm not sure it does :p hahahahah.
Whats your hybrid theory about? Is it to sustain the bitter sweet everyday life or just a way to change the current revolution that we call the future?

A question in a question is a simple suggestion.
  1. Which came first? Chicken or the Egg?
  2. Why does it matter anyway?
So just listen to those important notices that i call songs to keep up with this stupid community people call teenage society. May make you 'Market' but whose for sale anyways eh?

Black and white do not fear light,
Yellow and blue makes me mellow inside,
Red wine, so good :)

whose number is 0123456789? :s
I try calling but no one picks up. Unless its just me?

Why do i do random posts? (questions that you ask me)
Why are you reading it? ;p (queustion in a question from me)

Sincerely,
Lucky 13

20090609

Dirt on your shoulder?

Confidence will get you somewhere, knowledge is wisdom to do something right.
Knowledge with a certain amount of confidence will get you there.

I let you go, i cant feel like how i felt before.
I wont be ignored, listen to me right now!

Love isn't a hobby but the strongest emotion a human feel,
Kill for this feeling, but savor the moment cause it may not last long,
These words i write straight from my heart, past experiences, knowledge of the human psyche.

Love isn't a feeling you get everyday,
When you get this feeling, channel love into your system and funnel it into your life, may lead you to somewhere only your Imagination can take you
These words taken from a poet and brought to retro spec by a heart broken fellow

Love is knowledge of your partner,
Once you understand your spouse, you understand that it takes more than "i love you'"s to keep this feeling strong, with a bit of Past time; with you partner, you'll find a way to keep it strong.
These words i speak of are related to those long term relationship couples that just barely hold on to that feeling people call love sick

These words i speak are not true nor false, its for your believes only.
Put this into consideration and maybe you'll get far.
"Trying is better nothing" quote Lost hope 13

Sincerely,
Passions, Dreams and Wishes/
me3

20090608

Wired-up

Smooth criminal, you ok eddy? You've been hit by a smooth criminal. 10.30

Love isn't going north with so today i went south and played with the thunder. Almost got struck but thats the life experience, appreciate life after a near death experience rite? I wish it can be easier than actually trying to cheat death everytime i'm depressed. 10.34

Its all going like a highway, speed limit is what determines how long your gonna be there. Its all Between Angels and Insects. Its the bottom evolution, that remains unchanged. Your body, intellect changes with time but your heart remains the same to sustain the constant heart breaking emotionally cause if it evolves then your just heartless at the end of the evolution chain rite? I wish it can as easy as getting over you. 10.40

I just cant win, the things i own are just things but your my everything. I speak native to resemble a cave mens way of showing things that crawl under his skin. Its confusing and real, there something inside that pulls me under and down. My soul has no reason. 10.50

I'm a wise man stealing material to spoil the trust among societies highest post. This is how you remind me of what i really am, its not like. I've been wrong, i've been down and i'm spinning in the bottom of every bottle. I'm a heart worth breaking said every girl :/ In my head i'm just yelling yes. 10.57

Its been a while since i could hold my head up high, its been a while i could stand on my own two feet. Everything i cant remember, its fucked up life, the outcome a show that i only say its been but all that shit seems to disappear when i'm with you ;/ understand me and what you really mean to me. Why must i feel this way, just make this go away, just give me a peaceful day... Its been a while since i could look at myself straight, its been a while since i remember how you made me truly laugh. 11.02

Honestly? I don't regret this outcome, but i just cant learn from it. Its not a mistake but only a way of educating me about the social education that some people lack including me, like controlling feeling whilst drunk and behaving whilst under the influence. Nicotine, valium, lsd, vicodine, marijuana, extacy, and alcohol. kkkkk-Cocaine. 11.10

You know i've never felt so alive, everyday is a new day. I'm thankful for every breath i take, i only trusted love and i feel like everything was a lie, so very first time and i think i could fly. Sunshine upon my face, now that i see your face, i could never look away. 11.20

Meet me in outer space, We could spent the night watching the earth spin. Black menace with no oxygen for my H2o. I would hold you close if your afraid of heights, how do i do it? Make me feel like i do.... 11.20

One song to sum it all up, she hates me ; Puddle of Mudd
Black MagicK
Its cause i can and you wiLl

Sincerely,
me3

oakley

Pls stay with me before i waste my last breath to the never ending indie life.
Im going to forever land and i wish to travel with my incarnation towards the light.
Black hole spirits pull me into a deep purple circle.
Love game, its a game i lose and its a game i cant race in. Advantage play to you then
Strategy play rite ;)

Sincerely,
Passions, Dreams and Wishes

J. Lennon for you..

Song 15, label 9

Back beat the word was on the street
That the fire in my heart is out
I don't believe that anybody feels the way i do about you now

There are many things that i would like to say to you
But i don't know how

Because maybe, your gonna be the one that saves me
chitty chitty baby
when your nose is in the nitty gritty
life can be a little sweet
but life can be a little shitty
what a pity
Boston and a Kansas City
looking for a hundred but you ever find a fitty

In time i want to be your best friend, east-side love is living on the west end

The world i love, the tears i drop, to be part of the wave cant stop
Ever wonder if its.... All for you
The world i love, the trains i hop, to be part of the wave cant stop
Come and tell me when its to...

Come to decide that the things that i tried,
Were in my life just to get high on

20090607

After Concert

Holidays... I lost a crush, gained a friend. Seems that my life isnt meant to be spent with another. The more i love them, the more they drift away. At one point, letting go of them is just a must. I don't know why i cant a perfect match. People say i must learn to take care of myself before i learn to love someone truly. Problem is that i must love someone in order to take care of myself and more the heart broken i get, the more reckless i become. 'I only did what i did because i love you' quote Jasper Macheil.

Shed so many tears for you but yet you fall into an older hand. I cant do anything cause i'll just get pushed a side and ignored. As long as i still have a connection to her than i still have a reason.

Someone wiser than me said that my smoking habit is psychological. I think its true but i just cant stop crying. What the scholar said is true and i think i'm gonna stop for her to prove a point. I love you but its better to have loved and lost than never loved at all. Its your imperfection that i love, the way you make situations turned into situations.

Like the clouds you, drift me away, far away
And like the sun you, brighten my day, you brighten my day.
I never wanna see you cry cry cry
And i never wanna tell a lie lie lie

Honesty comes from the braves hearts, Passions come from unique intellect, Love never goes to my heart

Sincerely,
From my broken heart

20090606

GeeKs

Well holidays going good for me :) things are looking
just as the light fades, mary jane appears from the dust and brings me joy joy
who is mary jane? thats just a name that everyone uses. get use to it ;)

so my day went sour until someone put some sugar and brighten it up, tmw is just another day but....
i'm going to lepak with Lara the whole day i guess. If she does want me around ;p

so i'm sorry for not updating for a long time and i cant keep promises.
bottom line, i got lazy bloging cause going out late at night is just to awesome to miss out :)

so i bid you farewell goodnight, sweet dreams

sincerely,
passions, dreams, wishes

GeeKs

20090604

28 days

I have to figure wat life is really meant for me to do. Wat is my purpose? I cant even....

Life today for me began by waking up and smsing people and now im wondering wheter holidays is the best time. I cant fucking wait to get a car and just drive to no mans land and bask in the summer heat, winter chill and autumns serenity.

Word power, the mighty pen and the humble paper will prevail into finding destiny :)
Blood hungry, a power hungry fellow that haven't gotten a part a bad day play ;)

Sincerely,
passions, dreams, wishes

20090601

Unexpected

The justice department is a place where working class hero save our people to maintain the status quo. I wonder if i become one? HAHAHAH i'll teach the benefits of popping pills in the office and just stoning there. See wat happens to everyday heroes when their pushed to their limits by pier pressure and dead line issues.

Today, well actually yesterday was how i started my day, didnt wake up? I can home from hartamas at around 1.30 with my bro and i had to do my add maths hw. So i burned the midnight oil till sunrise. I didnt get to sleep cause tuition was at 10 am. I had 3 hours not to sleep. I did just that, went to tuition blur as hell. I was dazed and confused about was sally taught me.

When tuition was over, i offered lunch to a certain someone but she didnt want me to intrude in her busy process of moving so i called iman :) I walk to hartamas under the bloody sun and i went to menara hartamas, wanted to go curve, cant, money was the issue. If only a social worker was there to help, yes the everyday unsung heroes that could maybe fly us there, or stop time. I've been watching to much tv and i need more sleep tonight. Well we went to go get ice cream at her place and we gots to talking.

We eventually went to curve to meet up with adelin and desiree'. She had fun dressing up and i had fun watching and falling to sleep. Nothing happening actually happened so i'm just to lazy to elaborate. I went back at around 6 and i just went home to sleep. Waking up with a headache like i just drank a a whole bottle. I bathed and went to dinner. It was nice :)

Now i'm sitting on this ventrilo playing ummm not DotA.

The source of light to which this planet needs to survive on is just almost limited. We need electricity or the sun or the moon to give way. Give hope to the fallen and obviously, to see wat ahead of us. Just as i nearly give up on life time and time again, the light is wat helps me to get up on my feet. My fear is the dark and when its dark, i'm stunned and just speechless due to bad memories. God gave light to repent on evil spirits that lurk in the dark.

In order of damnation.... Wats that about? We all can safely that we are going to hell with the sins that we did. It'll be a clod day in hell but when it comes to expiry date in hell, God will show the light towards heaven and light up the highway to hell towards the stairway to heaven. Wondering this earth on its surface soulless is just a punishment. I don't know anyone thats been damned to wonder earth but i can safely say thats why we have to so many corrupted, dead, lost and completely gone mental.

Black shadows and just there to envy the owner that lives... Didnt get that, trying walking towards the light, your shadow will distance itself from you. Not due to science or some mumbo smoko but its a sign of your evil spirit distancing itself when reach god to make it just a bit easier for you to get an all day free pass in heaven. So sign and pass me your credit card number. Pls read terms and conditions

Sincerely,
Passions, Dreams and Wishes/ me3

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