Proposal

Speak the mind, it tells the truth

quote Lucky13

We search in life to find the better half of survival, What we find might be the wrong one, To my understanding of our situation, We may breath each others air and live, We hold each other above the deep water, We dance in the rain to wash our worries, I break the silence to finally wish, dream again and pursuit passions. 

All in all, we keep ourselves fairly weight, Leaning towards each other faults, Giving but no expecting, That's what I call unconditional at its best, Reason being is cause we bring the best out of each other, Like to birds of a feather we are the same but different in some manners, Compensating by compromising to even the surface.

I love you so dearly, like never before have I felt this raging roar, Because we love each other, For better for worst, So will you save from this burdened curse, And speak your mind, When I ask you, To be my Girlfriend?

I never tire of loving you so dearly,

With every tier falling into loves paradise,

I love you with every tear from my heart.

quote Lucky13

L is for the way Look at me,

O for Obviously curious by me,

V is Very Vwery extraordinary,

E is enticingly in love by you.

quote Lucky13

Sincerely,

Happy

Love.

I was once cynical, now she's better than a miracle.

quote Lucky13

How do you say "I love you" when you leave me breathless? Its easy, it can only be done with the limitless love from Ezza Melina. Here's how its done.

Some things fit perfectly, but we surpass perfection. I am her positive to her negative, I give her strength when she needs it the most. Its not possible when with any other person, but I love that because that makes her even more special. When she needs it, I give it with expecting nothing in return because that is true love at its finest. I love you.

Imagine how perfectly your arms wrap around me like a present just waiting to be unwrapped. We'll do this thing we call life together okay Sayang. Through thick or thin, I still see the light at the end of our tunnel. Rain or shine Sayang, my arms just open for you, its vacant for your love even when its full of it. Rain or shine, we'll dance together till the song finishes, then we'll continue smiling okay Sayang. I love you because I wouldn't have it any other way.

Where my heart meets love, its as perfect as our lips joining for a kiss under the moonlight Princess. I do it because you sit on the royal thrown of my heart, not giving orders but just listening to the things I say to you. Its a stage I build for me to show you how much you mean to me. I say honest things like, you look beautiful without make up, because you being natural is best thing I can admire. I love you because its you.

How my heart stops beating, and only the love you give me is the only that keeps me breathing. That is also how the air I breath doesn't have Ezza Melina written all over, but has the essence of care, warmth, beauty, secure, love written all over it. You can't seem to realise how special you are because of your modesty, but I love that because I can show you how special you are. You deserve everything, even when everything isn't enough Sayang. I love you because I wouldn't have your love any other way.

I love the way my mind has so many things to say but summarises it by saying I love you so softly in your ear Sayang. I imagine the perfect sunset (even when every sunset is perfect when shared with someone as special as you) when I say I love you. When I say I love you, the fire in my heart grows stronger with every breath taken in between saying those sweet 3 words. I love loving you so dearly.

Have I told you how beautiful you are today Sayang? You say "I didn't see you today". I say "You don't have to, cause every word you speak, my subconscious hears your beauty speaking to me". Hence, have I told you how beautiful you look today Sayang? It might seem a lot but I receive these feelings from you, and I channel it to say honest things bout you Ezza. I love loving you unconditionally because that's the only way I know how to.

I point to the north and south, no matter where I look, I see you everywhere. Call it crazy but some would say that love blinds. Please, may I remind you that true love does not blind but open your eyes. With our love Sayang, we would bring far better than Obama. We would touch one heart at a time, giving it strength to move. Because true love is pure and our intentions are pure. I love loving that smile you always give me.

With the brightness from the sun,

From the early dusk to the late dawn,

With no cares in the world left drawn,

In the sea of I love you's I would drown,

You fell for someone who acted like a clown,

Its un-clown-ditional love spoken.

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I too built a bridge to fine, happiness

But to find that it is not, something

You would build alone, solo

Nonetheless but, with

Someone who gives you a, purpose

To wake up every morning just, to

Make the holder of, my

Heart and soul, smile

Like never before, because

These feelings you give, me

Are the reason why, I

Awake every morning, Sayang.

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How your love seems so perfect,

With complications here and there,

Seems so difficult but with every conflict,

We walk a step ahead together as one,

Because communication is our best asset,

And we leave no stone unturned,

Even when in the future we would laugh,

And say I love you more than ever.

quote Lucky13

Sincerely,

Umar Loves Ezza.

Accounts.

Life is an account, and my Sayang keeps me balanced.

quote Lucky13

If I was to explain how happy I am right now in my life, open a dictionary and try to find a word better than happy, you'll see my picture with Ezza watching the sun hide itself beyond the horizon on a waterfront.

Life would seem to be at its lowest before karma would repay its debt to you, and somehow it was gift wrapped in the form of my Sweetheart, Ezza Melina. It was a gift that I had to fix, mend her broken heart before I could be placed into it. It was a gift so amazing, my dedication in life is to show her happiness. It was a gift of love.

As we watch the horizon change into its pajamas, we shared our first sunset, but don't worry Sayang. Because there is more to come, I promise on that okay. I had the pleasure of sharing my favourite Chicken Chop store only few has had the chance to experience. The bond between us is stronger than anything explainable, better than perfect and beyond hugs and kiss. Its the bond between Umar Hakim and his Sayang, Ezza Melina.

How our hands fit so perfectly, how we understand each other, how we finish each others sentence, how we laugh at the lamest things, how we smile at each others presence, how we make each other feel, how we constantly give and take, how we comfort each other, how we reason with each other, how you would fit in my arms, and how the world stops when were together. Thats how special we are my Love.

Let life be its pilot and steer me into disaster,

Let you come and rescue me from total destruction,

Its natural to feel this sensation once in a while,

Its spectacular to feel this sensation constantly too,

Because my Sayang, only you can give me this,

This amazing feeling of happiness and love,

All in just a simple gesture.

quote Lucky13

I am thankful with everything you give me,

Whether its that heart-stopping smile,

Or maybe that warm feeling in my heart,

And butterflies in my stomach,

I know that is a single serving taste,

Of something more than Love.

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Sincerely,

HandwrittenAffection.

Sober, but still drunk.

Its law of attraction and then some more.

quote Lucky13

I'll keep this simple and plain.

When people would say "I wanna see your glow". I say "I'm here and not going anywhere". People would ponder thinking of how this glow would resemble. I'll make their life easier okay, Ezza Melina brings the best out of me. I will stop the world from spinning like Superman did to save Lois Lane.

When people would say "Are you sure of her?". I say "I am committed to making her happy, appreciated and smile". People would still wonder, how committed is he this time. I will show them by recording a single day with her. It might seem to much, but I know I can't please my Sayang enough. So everyday is a new day!

When people would say "Why do you seem different?". I say "Its cause she's better than any drug, better than any amount of alcohol". People would still question, what makes you think that this time would be different. Its simple, its Ezza Melina people!

When people would say "Why her?". I say "You don't get it, i'll introduce you to her. Then ask me again". People would think, why is she special. I reply, find me one other person that can actually start world peace. She has changed people, she has a heart brighter than the sun people!

After all these questions, I would say; When I look into her eyes, I see a happy man, I see a person that has changed for the better, I see a man willing to risk his life in order for others to enjoy theirs. Because Ezza Melina, has the power to change me into a better man. And I am definitely in for the long haul.

The clouds before should share, What

They would call a perfect loaf, A

Slice of heaven too big, For

A person to handle himself, So

Luckily when I have her, I

Am not greedy and, Want

To share it with everyone, Hehe

Especially her.

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Even if you gained weight,

My feelings for you won't change,

Even if you got into an accident,

Its beyond physical attraction,

Even if you studied in U.S.A,

Distance is just a number,

Even if you did me wrong,

Were here to correct each others mistakes,

Even if you stop smiling,

I know that won't happen cause my objective in life now,

Is to make smile Sayang,

Even if you seem down,

I know just what to say to turn that frown upside down,

Because through out my life,

I have never been more determine to satisfy,

My Angel, Princess and Sayang.

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Sincerely,

Smile:)

More Than Karma.

Some people say things can't get any better, its because it didn't happen to them yet

quote Lucky13

This is how the Sun would distance itself just enough for the Earth to appreciate it, now I get the meaning. The balance required, the law of attraction between these two is amazing. Complicated but yet understandable.

Its not the words you say but how you say it that gives me this incredible feeling, so hard to summarize it in just a few words. So this is for you Ezza.

Lets begin by relaxing into the cold mornings where I would still wonder why I'm awake, but then I suddenly remember; its for my Sayang. And me not being a morning person, I would force myself, because I have set my day, week, life to see that smile that still gives me that childish crush feeling. So this what happens when I wake up early in the morning regardless if the world ended.

She changed a reckless man into a careful being. So technically she has been a good change in my life. I am grateful that God gave me this blessing in a form of an angel named Ezza Melina. She might be a saint when it comes to others, but in my eyes, she's an angel missing her halo and wings. Every soul that she touched, she has given profound change. Some how, her pure heart gives everyone positive energy. It doesn't make sense, but it takes a person that has been moved by her to know, and luckily, I am able to express it with precise detail.

She isn't an open book where you would assume, she is more delicate than just pieces of paper telling a story. She is an open book in which blank pages are there for her to write her story. Her independence in which she earned through out her life, has let her to be very agile and adaptive in life. Her glue that holds the pages together, is her amazing personality, but don't let me spoil the fun of meeting her.

Today was the best, the perception of an angel is a figure in white, with a glowing halo and soft light feathers for wings. So today, I was driving in the car and my heart stopped the moment I saw her. In her pure white baju kurung, with the sun light angled to give this calming glow behind her. It was as if the world had gone right, no more confrontations, no war. That feeling doesn't come easy for a person who has experienced what people would call a life changing moment. But maybe it does come easy cause that life changing moment came from the same person.

I want Ezza Melina to know that this world has a silver lining everywhere, and that I am always here for her. If my world doesn't happen as I assume it would, she should know that her smile has the effect to balance even my gloomiest days. The simple structure of a smile formed by her is enough to make me feel appreciated, cared for and best of all, happy. But this post isn't about me, its for you. So...

With arms wide open, a smile and the saying 'Just the Way You Are' is enough for me Sayang.

Horizons seems closer, So

Look no further, As

I am here, And

Was waiting for something better, But

I got more, Than

Any man had asked for, And

I am grateful its you, Cause

Ezza Melina you, Yourself

Gave me these incredible feelings.

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I was torn so wide and what was inside, was darkness,

But on September 16th, I saw a glimpse of light,

Hope was shining in a form of something good,

And when I was brave to explore because,

What does a broken man have to lose if he has nothing,

And when I found the source of this pure light,

I stood by her with a firm grasp of reality,

Kissed her cheek and gave both of us a sudden realisation,

That there's something more than karma.

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Sincerely,

Princess'sTadwinks.