Yo[u] and me
Tear drops when happyness come to life. you came to my life with love and happiness and im so so happy and out of words. beauty is a word that cant be described but you bring every element into it. im grateful about the fact that you controlled me on the jetty in tioman. if it was my frens, tioman will be the place i died. no one can control me. but when your in my presence i feel this warm feeling
within me. like as if your hand on my heart controlling every move i make. cause you picked up my broken heart and put it back to place. like i said you complete my heart and life. if i have you <3 my heart doesnt need to beat. i got you as my life support. during the @&th of june is the most joyful day i ever had. the full moon with no clouds in the sky. one special star and a normal person are officially together. sayang your the reason i can fly cause your the reason i feel so alive. today we hugged so few times :( i miss you, i wish we live very close so i can see you after skool. so i can see that little girl named $4&rl--4 with her cute joyful smile. before i sleep i imagine your cute smile. it makes me sleep easily but the other night i was stress, you gave me a simple solution. just sleep you said. i took panadol and slept with your assistance. woke up threw up. i was so fucking stressed until i punch the wall until my hand went numb. i didnt wanna tell you this cause i hate worrying you. the whole night i couldnt sleep cause of the pain. but sayang in my head was a mental picture of your face. that made me sleepy. i eventually slept with your help. thank you. i love you :) when i think things thru im the luckiest guy to get the sweetest girl. when im sick your by my side helping me and asking to go sleep. "get some rest". your exact words. sayang you promise me that you wanna leave your hair long cause of my prom dream. hehehe. well if that dream happens then i noe that we'll be together till were 6 feet under. then we wait at heavens gates. thanks to you i didnt drink. if not confirm i would be so drunk until i puke. i noe thats fucked. and now im trying to stop smoking. its too hard sayang but your here to help me along the way rite sayang. your love beats that addiction. i don ever wanna lose you sayang ): if i do my life will be depressing. i would go back to my bad habits.


my confessions to you. hope you read this and remember