Who wants to be a MIllionaire

Imagine if your life was full of shit every turn you take. Slumdog millionaire taught me karma. When your child hood is at its worse, just look out for the next time you realize that your still breathing. Trust me its worth knowing :)

Well today after taking a good nap. I went ou to meet jack/john(iryan) with nisha and ain. It was fun and joyful, they made my day btw. Ain was funny and blur, nisha was blur and funny. Never lepak with them for abt 6 hours straight. We went ou for confidential reasons and then ate at mc d's. We walked and met fimiliar faces around ou.

Went curve with a stupid bastard cab driver cause i was too lazy to walk and it was raining :0 When teenagers have no money we go to one place where we can get a cheap, delicous meal IKEA. Meat balls was on the menu so was chicken pie with mash potatoes and jack's uncooked chicken which was weird :) After having a satisfing meal, we took a reasonable cabby and sent nisha and ain back home. I kena palau in the cab so many times, i confesed to a lot of suff and no one heard me :)

Conclusion, today was the most happiest day of this month, we celebrated ain's birthday in a small way which was fun. My fat cats got their shots from the vet. I was happy with marching at skool. And now to go watch Slumdog Millionaire, nisha says i should give comments abt it to her. So anyways goodbite, buy bye bai :)

Wat a good Day :) part1

After, returning from march practise where my family of troops were so wonderful, the vet was the scariest place i've ever been. Pacthy got injected twice and it wasn't a preety sight :(

You were my sun
You were my earth
But you didn't know all the ways I loved you, no
So you took a chance
And made other plans
But I bet you didn't think that they would come crashing down, no

waterfall

today, skipped skool
went out with fren
prima damansara
tuition, lepak hartamas
with iryan and ayesha khalid :)

awww

mr. lucky 13

so many colours leave me blind.

lollipop (:

call me, so i can get it juicy :)

man i wish i got wat i wanted, hmmm,
i guess things should be how god made it,
lets see where it takes me next :/

Wasted Time

yesterday i woke shitty as hell an i was to tired to even smoke a cigarate cause i don't want to hold it up in the air and just waste my time. I slept in my raymond's car, sent pop home, went ou, wasted time cause jawad wanted to go back home at 10am. Imagine walking when your fucking tired in ou and they wont even let you sleep at the living room? A pak guard said i cant sleep there, maybe he say my air liur basi. hahahahahha :) well then we walked around again, and i swear i was so close to stealing a dummy phone from a closed shop. the lock was open, but i was to lazy to run away from security :p

A few hours ago, a fren wont approve of me and someone i possibly like. Wat to do rite? I need.... I want her blessing, so now i'm only sticking to cigarates and drinking(cutting down). No more getting stoned or skipping tuition cause of it. Dammit its spm year, i wanna be an actural science(risk statistic). The passing rate for that job in malaysia alone is 30 out of millions that took it. You noe, change my habits, from now on, i'll try my best to keep my addiction away, if i fail then i don't fail anyone else but me. Just hear me out ok. Give me a chance, give me your blessing

here i am with you (:

that tension

try breathing and then holding your breath,
its not easy when you take air out of my lungs.

the tension you cause me when im down,
only you can help me when im close to defeat.

so that means only you can light me up when im in my darkest hour,
i need you when my hearts lost.

All My Life I've Been Searching For Something ][

sweat drips in my eyes,
screams of lust we cry,
tonight you are everything to me,

your not alone,
i know im far from home,
do you remember me at all?
im leaving,
do you wait for me again?
im screaming,
no more days without you spent,

i want to comeback and carry you home,
away from this long lonely nights,
im reaching for you, are you feeling it to?
does the feeling seem oh so right,

saying i love you,
is not the words i want to hear from you,
its not that i want you,
not to say, but if you only knew,
how easy it would be to show me how you feel,

kiss me out of the bearded barley,
lightly, beside the green, green grass,
swing, swing, swing the spinning step,
you'll wear those shoes and i will wear that shirt,

there is freedom within, there is freedom without,
try to catch the deluge in a paper cup,
theres a battle ahead, many battles are lost,
but you'll never see the end of the road,
while your traveling with me,

hey now, don't dream its over,
hey now, when the world comes in,
they come, to build a wall between us,
we know they wont win,

oh girl!
i don want nobody else,
without you, theres no one left then,
your like Jordan's on saturday,
i gotta have you and i cannot wait,

baby, you're all that i want,
when you're lyin' here in my arms,
im finding it hard to believe,
we're in heaven,

Seusia malamku menantimu,
Dihembus embun aku tersipu,
Mungkinkah kau lupa temujanji kita,
Kau gembira bersama teman-temanmu,

Berlari-lari ku mencarimu,
Selembut salju musim berlalu,
Mengapa berubah sekelip mata,
Hatiku gundah tiada terhingga,

Kau umpama merpati putih,
Patah sayapnya di udara,
Kau umpama merpati putih,
Patah sayapnya di udara,
Berbahaya,

Aku yang lemah tanpamu,
Aku yang rentan karena,
Cinta yang t'lah hilang,
Darimu yang mampu menyanjungku,

Selama mata terbuka,
Sampai jantung tak berdetak,
Selama itu pun aku mampu,
Untuk mengenangmu,

Darimu kutemukan hidupku,
Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati,

Bila yang tertulis untukku,
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu,
Kan kujadikan kau,
Kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku,
Namun takkan mudah bagiku,
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku,
Yang t'lah terukir abadi,
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah,

Kau begitu sempurna,
Dimataku kau begitu indah,
kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujimu,

Disetiap langkahku,
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu,
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu,

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku,
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua,
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa,

Kau adalah darahku,
Kau adalah jantungku,
Kau adalah hidupku,
Lengkapi diriku,
Oh sayangku, kau begitu,
Sempurna.. Sempurna..

Kau genggam tanganku,
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh,
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku,

Darimu kutemukan hidupku,
Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati,