Psychotic Melting Pot

Egoistic losers like the one i encountered today, lucky i'm not your friends. How much would have it cost anyways? :p

Lately its been a tragedy, occurring within locked doors, closed windows and heartless creatures. Just as i think the sun shined once more in this mis-conception of your true complexion. Maybe there is no alternative? Survival of the toughest, only they will slow you down. Maybe i'm speaking in vein or maybe the truth is crystal clear but all i know that decisions can change me and my life within a flash of a blade.

Look at me,
this beast got hurt alrite,
just pain will kill in time.

quote me3 'why do i even bother ;/'

So this is how i began my day, predict the unexpected and carry on my own life. Escape the corporate manager i call my soul, feeding it is what i lack doing these past few YEARS. Grace of god, pls someone listen, i need another to live. Kill me and make damn sure....

Respect the instrument and it will bring you a favor only desired by the hands of prophets. It is not an object you will be able to hold but an object you were born with, possession can bring liquid luck.

Can't you see i'm easily bothered by your resistance, be yourself, by yourself. Boten anna, fuck that ;/ Why am i spinning into a hole that has no end everything i ever wanted is there. (its not mine but the image itself is worth fighting for)

I'm leaving on a jet plane, crashed into a clear plain.
I'm singing you this love song, but still you left with him.
Passions, Dreams, Wishes, fuck that shit. It will bring you false hope and fake images.

Sincerely,
My faded etc.

You call me your stranger,
You say im a danger,
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight,
Im broke and abandoned,
You are my angel,
Making all my dreams come true tonight.

Im lost in his blog so whatever crap im saying just ignore it okay? So im Umar's friend. Ive been listening to his problems and i feel so sad when i hear it. Hey,im here aite? Your gonna be okay. I kept reading his blog and all of his words are just so touching and unique don't u think? If you don't think so then you have no expression. KIDDING.

Im really lost here so im just gonna leave.

Words to the girl ;
When he looks at you,he can see how beautiful you are.

xx ,A twist in my story

Blade

If the following learns of the tall tail, i'm sorry.
Man its just not my tournament.
Luck always breaths upon my opponent.
Wonder if its just a single shiny day with you all over again. Now this wound gets deeper with every piercing blow.
Kick me when i'm down, its how you would know that i'm breathing. If i cough blood, if i don.
Now when my heart breaks again, i learn to be what i'm not suppose to be.
Haih. Its not my battlefield. No one stands by me. Your cant be my kenangan terindah. When hearts burst into pieces. Seize today. More importantly sorry that missing in action just makes me feel better.
This is a thousand people stomping on lucky 13 when I, myself is doing it. Beating myself for a better Tmw.
Tmw will come only when today does :/
Now this is my letter to say that P/s i love you is a movie in real terms.
Sincerely,
Memories, cliches, feelings

hammerhead :/

head on collision,
avoid that hole,
mystery once again.

head on collision,
problems to painful,
avoiding possibility.

dead centre on stage,
cheer me,
now kill me.

quote 'textbook of life'

Haih mental discipline went to zero,
whose gonna call me that hero.

quote 'textbook of life by umar'

it was a number soon to be mistaken for a puff. Thy balloon soon to be blown by a puppet master to once again ruin the natural history. He has a face with the map of the world. Gives him a skin like a dragon.

My name is J.D John Dillinger, battle against the public enemy, such a beautiful lie to believe. Hide behind that empty face. I like Missing in Action a.k.a A.i

Sincerely,
Stained truth

Presured For Happiness

Love seeketh not itself to please, nor for itself hath any care, but for another gives its ease, and builds a heaven in hell's despair.

start your day with a quote, end it with a kiss ; if possible :/

I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.

its only true when you think it is :/

Our greatest happiness does not depend on the condition of life in which chance has placed us, but is always the result of a good conscience, good health, occupation, and freedom in all just pursuits.

happiness is achieved in awoken dreams, sleepless long nights :/

seek thy truth but never wonder into the business other for it might lead to another lie.

quote mr Umar

this is me, this is my life story, don't seek advice, seek something more truthful and be faithful to your religion.
just like me, happiness stirred with love and foreign religious quote, born a complicated person.
i breath like everyone, but think like no one..

Sincerely,
Passions, Dreams, Wishes