quote Lucky13
I am what people may call odd ball, may call an outcast drifting with against the current that is society. I am what people would call strange.
I sing the revolution for those who are control by socialist. This may derive into different terms because to my loyal followers, i am the unwanted dark knight. Its my curse, its my name i bring to the grave, but i pity those who label and call names. I once dream of peace in my mind, but i realise that if i succeed in this peace, what would be the next step. Because i am inspired and provoked by dreams.
I started one day, i was from a well off family. Good lunch money, respectable parents, impressive private school, but i hate the fact that i was living in a perfect environment. Its not that i don't appreciate this life, its just that i want to see how people who isn't as lucky as i am. Curious as a cat, i dive into the dark sea and never wanted to submerge, i felt happy that i needed to work for my meal. Nothing would be handed to me, makes me appreciate the smaller things in life.
The small voice in my head said " 1 mile a day, keeps you away from those who search, 1 meal a day makes you appreciate this life". Life was hard, life was giving me no chances, something i liked, made me realise that this life has no regrets, free of responsibilities. But i contemplate with myself and argue that my responsibility is to keep myself alive everyday i wake up next to this garbage can with rats chewing on my shelter.
I start my new life on i realise that these people that barely remember their names, were actually someones child, wife, husband, parent but they were left to die with a debt to society. I was there to help those who needed it. I would consult each one of them, but sometimes i would sight of my main goal which was to help. Instead, i was preaching to the wrong crowd and change their state of mind. I was referred by others as a cult leader.
My intentions were simple, peace of mind, but the others got the wrong idea. The only opportunity i had was lost due to wrong believes and brain washing. I was not ready to abandon those who truly believed in a better tomorrow, but i wasn't ready to lead an army of brain washed zombies. So i was left with a dilemma and i was watched carefully by my followers. I manipulated this situation and leveraged my options to fall in ways i never would imagine.
Its was never my object, not my intentions to lead but consult to those who sincerely and genuinely need help. I am not god or a prophet but a well off person who led a good life and decided that life needed to be lived on the other side of the window pane.
Now i am those faces people wont remember, who has better things in their life. I am a shadow i society.
Heart beating, while
Palms sweaty, while
Floating feeling, and
Its cause i'm with you.
quote Lucky13
I shout to the world gently,
We should change this as a family,
I beat as one for many beats for others,
Cause when we stop looking for a hand,
That's when love truly gives no hand.
quote Lucky13
Sincerely,
Phone.
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