Birthday.

In so many years of living, I finally started breathing.

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Some how, days of lives are countable, but no predictable.

I remember waking up that morning, it was a day too good to be true, I was a day I turned 18. You age so fast and some how its hard to capture the memories but with love in your heart and companionship in your soul, how can you forget something so beautiful. Life was being lived to its fullest potential.

I just wish somehow, recording the memories would be easier but how can it not be without someone as remarkable as Ezza Melina. She conjured a plan to gather my close friends and that was the best present ever given. How words would describe something beautiful won't be able to express the surprise on my face. I had the time of my life, something that can't be repeated, a moment too good to be true. All made possible by Ezza Melina.

Any date of birth would be spectacular but some how it won't be as special without the presence of Ezza Melina, my Shayang and frankly that is the best present ever. I want to take this time to properly everyone for making this possible, without you, the celebration would be bitter.

Once a year we celebrated the day,

But day by day we age slowly,

Silently we grow older and wiser,

Some would say we're closer to death,

But i'm not afraid of death no more,

Cause the Grim Reaper would see,

Me dying happily.

quote Lucky13

Take my hand and open your heart,

To a world full of possibilities,

Ingrid Michaelson and Jodi Picoult are few,

Poetry of many level that I love,

You have my heart in your hands,

And I know I would not have to say this,

Because with seconds passing,

I won't have to remind my love,

That I trust you with all my heart and soul,

Because Ezza Melina you are,

The spark that ignites my life,

But I would love saying this over and over,

I love you unconditionally.

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Sincerely,

BelatedBirthdayBoy.

Sometimes.

One word may seem small, but like a screw that holds a structure in place, it means a lot.

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What implications by actions means to me, is what water means to the desert, vital.

Sometimes may love be leading you into a path, And only sometimes may love only lead you astray. Don't fret my Sayang, it won't drive us crazy. 0.53 Forever and Always Acoustic - Bullet For My Valentine sings "Each time I go away, The distance gets longer, But it makes us stronger. How I find that and sometimes when I would think, reboot your mind and sometimes listening to what it needs is sometimes better than nothing.

Sometimes bleeding would let the venom evaporate into air, sometimes. Keeping it in, how I wonder that times would change my life. But this isn't something to wonder, why keep it in the first place. I love you Ezza Melina for being there when I need to let the venom out. You know this heart would keep beating even when I have lost all the blood I had. My life support.

Sometimes the darkest areas, sometimes the most emotional, have the brightest light. I needed someone at some time in my life, to ignite the fire in my soul that would forever burn into the blistering cold morning that I call life. Ezza does not have to constantly keep it burning by speaking to me. Her beauty silently speaks and whispers in my ears, how I sometimes wonder how.

Sometimes how a picture would worth a thousand words, those implications can mean millions of conclusions. Because to me, Ezza Melina as my muse, a word like "Sometimes" could mean another thousand words. I thank you Shayang for giving me such inspiration, and as you might through this post, it has mixed meanings but only to decipher this code in a logical manner is too really get into the mind of a happy man. And as you got into the mind, you see that this is just to show how creative a mind becomes with a muse like my girlfriend, Ezza Melina.

Sometimes I would sit and think,

Alone at times when I wonder,

How lucky I am to have,

Such a wonderful companion,

To finally call mine and mean,

Because I won't think of her as,

Some time but Forever and Always.

quote Lucky13

Look deep into the dark pool,

You may see a reflection of something,

A glance of nothing when blinking,

Open your hearts and accept the thought,

That when you think, It helps,

Cause when Ezza is on my mind,

How wonders seem to be nothing but wonderful.

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Sincerely,

HappyMan.

Foundation

We still learn even if knowledge was obvious

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What I learn everyday is what I fail to see, it might not be much, but its no small matter.

Its not compromising love; Compromise too means tolerate. We must not tolerate but accept each other for their pros and cons. Its not hard to love their cons, because its what makes them different, no?

Live this life everyday forgiving; I am forgiving, people make mistakes, even me. I am human under this skin, but we can only forgive so many things. And Sayang, what we went through is something that I can't seem to put the blame on you. Its not that I do not want you to feel bad but it is not necessary.

I love even more everyday, beyond infinity. We might have a few bumps, but I do not see them as a obstacle but a chance to grow stronger, create a stronger between our chemistry as I would say. Rainbows and clouds is not the real meaning of a relationship, its resolving cries and sadness. And I am happy to announce that you do it best cause only you, Ezza Melina can do it.

Lightning has struck more than once since were together,

Thunder has shell shocked it self on to my heart beating faster,

Mummy has to understand that acceptance is key to happiness,

Ember plated jewellery is how I would describe those amazing eyes,

Azlan from Narnia has no courage compared to the fire you started in my heart,

Furball can't play coy when coming home to a lovely owner,

The definition of maternal is my Sayang, I love you.

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We take time to realise that what we have sometimes won't last forever, regardless of how impossible of the logic may be. I know that I would never replace the crater that Ezza Melina made in my heart because she makes me smile and sad at the same, laugh and cry, forget the future and past. Because we love each other unconditionally and I know till infinity has nothing, my love will still grow stronger.

Sincerely,

UmarLovesEzza.

Dance with an Angel

The beat in my heart is the bass, and the line falls in.

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I drive with one rule, use your heart.

As you may know that I am not single, but that does not mean I am any different. My heart still beats but only for Ezza Melina. My lungs filled with air mixed with love, impossible as it may sound but you need to meet Ezza Melina, yes she is that special. A one of kind heart more exclusive than a Bugatti Veyron SS with 1,200 break-horsepower. The emotions she gives me is better than any piece of technology known to man, giving me feelings like no other in this world.

We breath everyday just to get by, most of us, but not me, not any more. She has opened my senses to a point where I can expect the moon to fall, the air glitters with venom, the sea filled with fresh water. My vision does not blur when I think, my thoughts concentrated and focused just to better myself. With self-improvement under way, we can start our plan by starting world peace right Shayang?

She makes me feel remarkable, from unappreciated till fully loved. Explanation- How does a bee sting kill the bee? It might not seem relative but do not look at the box. She helps me think of the box, the foundation, theory and practicality of the box. With that in mind, you need extensive knowledge of methods of creating the box and she gives me motivation, inspiration and dedication. Ezza Melina is my Intel i-7 quad-core processor.

How do you drive straight with no steering wheel? How do you think ahead without looking back? Easy, inspiration from Ezza Melina gives me the guidance, the light as people would say. Not overwhelming, calming is the word; not difficult, more simple than blinking. Drive yourself with your heart, not with your mind, differentiate your needs and wants. I know its hard but find it in you to speak your mind and let yourself shine. Light filled darkness, like a bulb switched on, that is how Ezza Melina came into my life.

Words are my life, without them, I can not express how this heart feels. She provides the words not in my mouth but through the heart she so solely owns. Whispers of words, gasps of phrases, shouts of poems. Amazing as it sounds, not possible without the love is receive from Ezza Melina. My Munchkin helps me speak, write. Practically my sound box, my brains blood, my hearts pressure. Keeping me afloat in this society that constantly criticises. Not a shield but the person I have beside me preparing for war.

I love you Ezza Melina!

The rain comes and goes everyday,

The gloomy days pass up by,

The imagine slowly dances in my mind,

The wind gently escapes my lungs,

The ease of the moment comes alive,

The love I receive is to die for,

The moment stands with me, Loving you Ezza Melina.

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Truly beginning of the 16th of the that falls September wise,

Truly the moment I see the ignition of hope surfacing to top,

Truly I seize the moment and sneaks a glimpse into the future,

Truly my past puddles would dry creating no crater,

Truly as this moment may be where the beginning of something seized at the appropriate puddle comes and stays to wash away this man's gloomy days.

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Sincerely,

Boyfriend.